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    A fiery plane crash claims Ilya Rozanov’s life in January. By April, Shane Hollander is dead of a broken heart. The truth dies with them.

    Yuna Hollander will do anything to get her son back, including hiring a shady shaman to resurrect him. There’s just one complication — Shane isn’t coming back alone.

    Now there are codependent zombies in her house wearing Ilya and Shane’s faces. When they inexplicably act more like a married couple than the bitter rivals she expected, Yuna is convinced that they came back wrong.

    It’s easier than admitting she never understood them from the start.

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    03 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 51

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    Hayden thinks Shane is asexual. Shane can't tell him why he knows he isn't.

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    02 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 66

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    Shane Hollander doesn't know what he is. He knows what he wants. For a long time, he tells himself those are different things.

    Ilya Rozanov knows what he is. He can't control what he wants. For a long time, he tells himself those are the same thing.

    This is the story of two boys who handle it badly—from a junior tournament in Canada to the NHL draft to the moment a security camera at the end of a hallway changes everything

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    They exchange numbers at the very beginning. It makes them reckless.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Ilya barely had time to grab hold of the island countertop before he felt his knees give out. His back hit the base as he crumpled to the floor. 

    Irina. 

    "Alexei," Ilya’s voice came in gasps, "why does your daughter have our mother's name?"

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    After Alexei discovers he has an illegitimate child, he turns to Ilya for help. Will Ilya choose duty to a family that despises him and save an innocent child? Or will he choose his love for Shane Hollander? Because Ilya is certain that he can't have both.

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    30 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 77

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    What if the Vegas bathroom conversation happens instead in Sochi Airport?

    What is Ilya is a little braver and a little more honest?

    “Hollander. I do not reply to your boring texts. I tell you to go away. Not because I am asshole…”

    The next words get caught in Ilya’s throat, he feels heat rising in his face as tears prick at the corners of his eyes.

    “Because this is Russia. Because I never forgive myself if something happened to me… if something happened to you. If..” Ilya sniffs, clearing his throat in a vain attempt to regain what little composure he has left, unravelling in the mens bathroom of the departure gates of Sochi airport. The acrid smell of piss and toilet cleaner and stale cigarette smoke lingers in the air. This is not the place to be having this conversation. Not this room, this airport, not this fucking country.

    ‘If what?” Shane asks. His voice trembling, barely above a whisper.

    Ilya opens his eyes. Fuck it, he thinks. If this is how it crashes and burns, if this is how it ends, not with a bang, but with a whimper, in a disgusting, reeking, mens’ bathroom in Russia. So god damn be it.

    “If I lost you.”

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    30 Jun 2026