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  1. Public Bookmark 61

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    "What have you even been thinking about, locked-up in there for one month straight?"

    Nagito shifted under the covers. "Do you know René Descartes?"

    “I guess.” Hajime furrowed his brows. “Cogito ergo sum.

    “Yes, cogito ergo sum.” Nagito echoed, “It’s a philosophical concept he reached by locking himself up in a room away from all distractions from society. Traditions, customs, obscurantism. His goal was to start from zero. Rebuild his whole philosophy from what he knew to be real. That’s where his first conclusion came from. I think therefore I am.”

    “So... you’re changing your philosophy, then? What’s your new take on hope and despair?”

    “I don’t know, Hinata-kun...” Nagito smothered himself with his own pillow. “So far, I’ve just been sleeping.”

    After the Neo World Program, Nagito Komaeda pretends to be a philosopher by drowning in guilt and painkillers and locking himself up in a room until he figures out how he can make everyone forget about his miserable existence. Unfortunately for him, Hajime Hinata doesn't mind playing philosopher with him and clearly plans on doing something about his state.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Super good slow burn awkward abd theyre awkward and there’s sex

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    It’s the exact same as it was in the simulation. Maybe worse, because Nagito isn’t even talking to him. Putting up with it then was one thing. But dealing with it now is another. So he decides enough is enough one day, and gathers the courage to talk to him.

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    Hajime struggles to make amends with Nagito after the events of the killing game.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Postgame heavy rivalry/sexual tension

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    “ But Zion said, “The Lord has forsaken me, the Lord has forgotten me.” “
    Isaiah 49:14 NKJV

    Tubbo decides to visit Tommy in Exile before the butcher's army executes Techno, feeling conflicted and overwhelmed with everything happening. This small change in event orders alters the direction of the entire greater SMP.

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    15 Jan 2023

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    This one’s baller and I might use it for c!tommy writing inspo fr