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    An AU where Mary never got Nathaniel out. Instead, he became too invaluable of an asset to be killed off or 'gifted' to Tetsuji. Instead, he's raised with Ichirou and Jean as a part of Ichirou's inner circle.

    He'd always had a knack for languages and lying and all the 'messy stuff' came easily enough when your father is called the Butcher of Baltimore. So Nathaniel became the Wraith. He was untraceable, unknowable, infalliable; a criminal fairytale.

    When Kevin Day leaves the Nest, there's no better person to send.

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    "Who the hell are you?" Andrew demanded.

    He wasn't anyone, not really; not anymore. He hadn't really been anyone in years now. There'd been a time. Once. But there were entire lifetimes between who he could have been and what he'd become. He could taste it sometimes; blackberries and sand stinging his tongue like the iron branded on his shoulder.

    It was easier to pretend he'd never been anyone at all.

    "I'm nothing," he answered. The ghost of a smile pulled at his lips; sharp and cruel. "A wraith." The Wraith, he didn't say, but the shadows ran through Andrew's eyes and he wondered if Andrew had heard it anyways.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    In which Cloud is a badass ex-SOLDIER who cares a lot for his newfound friends in AVALANCHE, and is willing to do whatever it takes to protect them. Of course, they feel the same about him, so when he takes a hit for them, it breaks their hearts.

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    19 Nov 2025

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    Cloud and Leon have settled into a content, low-key relationship. All is going better than Cloud could ever hope for, which means, of course, that something horrible must happen, because that's how his life has always gone. Sephiroth bleeds back into existence, and Cloud must handle him before he can sink his over-compensatingly long sword into the light he didn't deserve, but kept anyway, because he really doesn't want to leave Leon. Not now, not ever.

    A story of love, family, secrets, sex, and devils.

    (Reading Red and Green are NOT required to understand the goings-on of this fic!)

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    16 Nov 2025

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    It happens like this:

    The pain erupts along every synapse, like each nerve has been lit on fire and set to burn, and Matt crumples in on himself. In one ear, he listens as Hell’s Kitchen explodes simultaneously into a compressing silence and a cacophonous chaos. In the other, Foggy and Karen are telling him to breathe, breathe, please just breathe. But he can’t. He can’t.

    His bones are splitting apart—

    No. His bones are atomizing. They are disintegrating.

    Their heartbeats thrum together, faster and faster and faster until the silence consumes and then—

    —Matt stumbles forward and lands hard on his hands and knees.

    And he is here. It’s only been a second.

    But Karen and Foggy are gone, and they have been for a long, long time.

    [ or: matt gets blipped, and karen and foggy are left behind. five years later, matt finally comes back. ]

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    12 Apr 2025

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    At a young age, Nathaniel Wesninski ends up working for the main branch of the Moriyama family. He builds himself a name, gains status, and creates fear among those lower in the family food chain.

    He kills to live, putting on his father's smile and carrying out orders. He lives with the nightmares because failure means death. Failure means he will disappear without anyone remembering his name. He fights because he doesn't know how to die quietly.

    That is...until he is ordered to serve as a bodyguard for an old friend. Immersed in life with the foxes, Nathaniel starts to question his future with the Moriyama family and finds himself wanting more than a life behind the gun, even if it kills him in the process.

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    25 Dec 2024