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  1. Public Bookmark 66

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    “You forget how to use phone now?” he asked. Curls shone in the muted hallway light, tousled and dipping onto his forehead. The mole shifted slightly on Ilya’s cheek.

    Feeling shuttered into his skin. The quiet peace he’d grasped with shaking hands was slipping away. Shane wanted to cry. Wanted to scream and hit something. Wanted to play dead on the carpet. Blood pulsed behind his eyes.

    Instead, he murmured, “Can we not do this right now? I don’t want to… not tonight, Ilya.”

    Ilya’s brows dropped. He placed a hand against the door. “Shane, what is wrong?”

    Fuck, fuck, of course he wouldn’t just let this go. Shane’s jaw trembled. The panic flooded his system anew. He scrubbed at his eyes again. He’d been fine, he’d kept all the lights off, he’d tuned out the beating of his heart, the feeling of sweat against his spine. He’d fixed it, and now… now, like a relentless weed, the buzz in his nerves had relit.

    He wanted to slam his head against the door.

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    Shane's panic rears it's ugly head and while he tries to push Ilya away before he shuts down, Ilya steps into the hotel room and closes the door behind him.

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    23 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 57

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    Peter was slowing down and that was good in a way, wasn’t it? It was supposed to be good, he decided. Normal people would be happy to be tired enough to go to sleep. But… “As long as we’re walking, I’m safe,” he told Tony tiredly, leaning on him after they finished climbing the flight of stairs.

    “What happens when we stop walking?” Tony asked, his eyes straight ahead.

    Pete shrugged.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    When Shane is assaulted by drunk fans after his Stanley Cup win, his parents decide it's time for him to get private security. A bodyguard, who comes in the form of the devastatingly handsome Ilya Rozanov. But can Shane hide just how fucked up his life is from someone who is paid to follow him around? And can Ilya keep Shane safe from the rest of the world, and from his own growing feelings?
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    A Bodyguard AU because there can never be enough!
    Updates every month or so :)

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    23 Jun 2026

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    “I thought that it would help me get over you,” Shane admits, embarrassed. He squeezes his eyes shut and takes a deep breath. “That maybe I could have sex with a girl and realize that I could do it, and then everything would be easier because I could be like you.”

    “Like me?” Ilya echoes.

    Shane sighs. “Like, also like girls, but I can’t. I’m gay. Just plain old gay.” He sniffles, tears welling in his eyes. “I tried not to be, I really tried not to be. But I just can’t help it.”

     

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    Post tuna melt, Shane doesn’t start dating Rose Landry, and the next time they’re in Boston, Hayden convinces him to come to a club with the team to drink away their loss. After a disastrous hook-up with a woman, Shane wanders around Boston in the middle of the night until he finds himself at Ilya’s house, unsure of how he got there.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    Shane’s voice was almost a whisper as he admitted, “I fucked up.”

    Ilya stopped in his tracks, “What do you mean?”

    “He knows. Scott Hunter fucking knows.”
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    OR: Shane calls Ilya crying after the fight. Ilya yells at Scott Hunter about it.
    *Now with Kip's POV in part 2 and everyone at the Kingfisher in part 3!

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    23 Jun 2026