Malacha



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    Lohen makes a short, dismissive sound. His hand slinks into Illuga’s hair, tilting his head back, and Illuga thinks that this is it, he was interesting briefly but he is ultimately still prey—but all Lohen does is graze his lips over the place just under his jaw where Illuga is sure his pulse is hammering against his skin.

    It is horrible, but Illuga realizes it is the gentlest touch he has felt in a long while. Even worse is when Lohen pulls away and cups his jaw carefully and studies him.

    Then, without warning, Lohen closes the gap between them. His lips hover a single breath from Illuga’s, and were he a human Illuga imagines he would be able to feel the heat of Lohen’s skin.

    He searches inside of himself for disgust, repulsion, fear—and finds nothing. Just a shallow emptiness, the absence of emotion. And there, buried so deep he almost misses it, a flicker of want.

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    A few tables away, he'd noticed a teal-haired young man stealing glances at him from where the knights sat. Illuga's only ever heard of him before, yet he'd recognized him immediately as Lohen from the 5th Company, if he recalled correctly.

    How curious.

    Lohen looked at him like he knew Illuga could use a mistake that night.
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    or: in which illuga is dead tired of being the perfect captain and wants to fall apart for once... and lohen is his mistake just waiting to happen.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Illuga desperately wants to understand the menace that is the Vice Captain of the 5th company... so he convinces him to come over for a drink or two. What transpires because of it, however... he did not expect.

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    The same story as seen by two pairs of eyes that are similar only in color.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Face flushed and wet with tears, Illuga looks so completely overwhelmed. It’s obviously his first time with someone like Lohen, someone who refuses to treat him like a perfect, precious prince. He bets that everyone who has ever been so lucky as to part Illuga’s thighs has taken him with nothing but respect, showering him with affection and maybe even love. What makes Illuga so worthy of that? What makes Illuga so different from him?

    Bitterness, with all the disgusting acidity of bile, surges through him. You’re just like me, and I’ll prove it to you. I’ll tear you apart, feather by feather, if that’s what it takes. I’ll set you free, little bird.

    How is it possible to want to hurt someone so badly while also wanting to take away all their pain? It’s pure madness, the way Illuga makes him feel, and yet Lohen has never claimed to be anything but.

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