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  1. Rec 19

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    Chris looks like he was made in heaven. Sculpted out of the clay that Leon wishes the gods had used when they made him, a perfect concoction of spit and semen and elbow grease, of sporty smiles and sympathetic tears. He wants to live in a body with that much ease. He wants Chris to shrug it off like a jacket and let him have a turn, too.

    All Chris seems to want is a distraction. All Leon wants is much, much more. He always wants so much more. Unable to cope with the fear of never getting it, he seeks self-destructive refuge in the only person who understands him, hoping it'll lead him home.

    👼 alternate retelling of the events following re2 👼

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    09 Jun 2026

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    With a heavy sigh, Kaveh buried his face in his pillow. All of his romantic ideals, as usual, were quashed by the one man he actually yearned for such affections from - a marriage for the sake of fucking tax deductions.

    Though it made sense in a cold, rational way, such a logical and disinterested proposal for Kaveh to willingly sacrifice his heart for nothing more than mora cut deep into his chest. And worst of all... Alhaitham was unaware that Kaveh’s heart could never even belong to anyone but him - that he was already the sole benefactor of Kaveh’s silent longing, having stolen Kaveh’s heart against his will long ago.

    Kaveh curled around his pillow as if the soft cotton of his pillowcase could offer a reprieve from the turmoil churning deep in his stomach. He’d long since made peace with his unrequited love for Alhaitham, resigning himself to a lifetime of suppressed yearning - but this? This was torture, plain and simple, demanding mental gymnastics that Kaveh wasn’t confident he was flexible enough to contort himself into.

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    04 Jun 2026

  3. Rec 85

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    Varka looks back down at his exposed torso and picks a scar. He doesn't know its origin, though he's sure Lohen would jump into a high tale about its creation if he asked. He leans down and presses another tender kiss over the raised skin.

     

    "S-stop," Lohen demands, bucking his hips to try and shake off Varka's firm and gentle hands.

     

    He's never heard a stutter fall from the lips that always carried a smirk and begged for punishment. Varka grew even more determined, his passion and care for the younger man burning bright in his chest. He continues his trail, kissing each scar he comes across as Lohen begins to tremble.

     

    "Quit it!" Lohen tries to deny him, glaring through a blush as he tries to thrash and push Varka away.

     

    "Shh," Varka hushes him gently, lips tickling the jut of his hip, tongue lapping a slow, deep kiss right above his hemline as Lohen flinches and aches his back, head thrown up and away from the image of the love Varka is showing him.

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    In which Varka gives Lohen his first experience with gentleness.

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    04 Jun 2026

  4. Rec 48

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    Baizhu nodded and smiled down at Qiqi. "Shouldn't you be in bed soon? I would rather not have to deal with Miss Xinyan marching up and causing a ruckus because you didn't show up."

    The little girl nodded and stepped by Zhongli to waddle away. Baizhu let out a sigh and smiled apologetically at Zhongli. "Would you like some coffee?"

    "Tea would be just fine."
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    After a pleasant dinner with Zhongli, Baizhu realizes that he is missing his daily medicine. Luckily, the ex-archon finds and returns the bottle to his home, staying for a little longer to have some tea

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    29 May 2026

  5. Rec 14

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    In a way, they are much too old to be humping each other in their abandoned office, but only in a way. In other ways, it’s too hot for them to be too old for it.

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