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"You're in love with her."
"Uh?" Till froze, completely taken aback by the remark. What the fuck?
"That's honestly pathetic." He added, not even a glimmer of embarrassment or shame on his face.
"Say that again." Till snapped at him, his eyes narrowing in anger and rage creeping into his voice.
"You heard me well", Ivan uttered calmly. "And you’re delusional if you think she’ll ever feel the same."
Mizi has a new boyfriend. Till meets him. Nothing stays the same.
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30 Jun 2026
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Till and Mizi have been dating for just over a year, an arrangement it seems no one is happy about.
When Ivan finally snaps and tries to take Till for himself, he has no idea how little he understands about the situation, nor about Till himself.
Meanwhile Sua wakes up in bed with Mizi, kicking off changes to her body and their relationship that she could never have seen coming.
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28 Apr 2026
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All fics in, around, related, or adjacent to Polaroid.
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23 Mar 2026
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Ivan breathes a humorless laugh. "I don't know what it is you want from me."
Till furiously snaps back, "I want you to—" before cutting himself off. He takes a deep breath and relaxes his scrunched-up facial features before continuing, quieter. "I'm your best friend. I find you half passed out in some—fucked up garden that you've been coughing up for a year, and I'm freaking out because I don't know what's going on or—or if you'll be okay, and now that I know you're okay, the doctors are saying they can't let you go because you're too damn sick to be left alone!"
His lower lip quivers ever so slightly. Ivan, for his own sake, unfocuses his eyes until Till is only a shapeless blur of colors in the middle of a sea of hospital white.
"I'm your best friend," the blur repeats, breathlessly. "I want you to fucking say something to me."
Hanahaki disease is, quite famously, a condition born from love. Ivan is convinced that his case is the exception to this rule. And when each of his friends inevitably starts catching on to his quickly deteriorating health, everything goes spinning out of control.
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12 Mar 2026
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“So you attended my other shows, huh?” Till prompts.
“All of them,” Ivan corrects.
“Thank you,” Till replies, face warming up. “I—I don’t really know what else to say, I’ve never had fans before.”
“You do have fans, you just ignore them.” Ivan is still smiling at him, his face impossible to read. “But that’s okay, I’m sure none of your other fans love you the way I do. After all, I’m your biggest, most loyal fan.”
Somehow, Till has the distinct feeling that Ivan isn't even exaggerating.
OR: The one where Till is a bassist in a small rock band who has a not-so-low-key crush on his best friend, Mizi, and is just trying his best to get by in this hellscape called life, but gets irrevocably entangled in Ivan's web instead.
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04 Mar 2026