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    Homelander tries therapy.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    Of course. Of bloody course. Billy’s known he's broken, always has done, his old man made that perfectly clear. But this?

    Homelander is, for some fucking reason, Billy's soulmate.

    But Billy isn't Homelander's. 

    The Soulmate AU nobody asked for.

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    19 Apr 2026

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    Shen Jiu hasn’t slept in three months.

    The Warm Red Pavilion has always been the one place that doesn’t ask questions, where he can close his eyes and let someone else keep watch for a while. When the person who used to sit with him is suddenly gone, Shen Jiu accepts a substitute without thinking too hard about what that might mean.

    What begins as a practical solution turns into something quietly destabilizing. Shen Jiu finds himself resting in a way he never has before, and in a world that insists on misunderstanding care as indulgence, that kind of relief is dangerous.

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    11 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 28

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    Shen Qingqiu is dead, Shen Jiu killed him, and in his place, something else showed up. Something that Shen Jiu decided to name.

    It changes more than it should.
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    Or: How Shen Qingqiu’s death and his replacement-not replacement is seen through the eyes of everyone else besides the 'replacement' themself

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    11 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    In the suffocating quietude of QingJing Peak, Shen Qingqiu calmly awaited his death.

    Hundreds of times in his life, Shen Jiu desperately wished there was a god somewhere out there. Because if there was, he wouldn't let Shen Jiu suffer as he did. He wouldn't let Shen Jiu, a child, be born into the streets, unloved and uncared-for, be sold into slavery. He wouldn't let Shen Jiu be taken away into the Qiu Manor. He wouldn't let a burning slave brand be seared into Shen Jiu’s flesh, like he was a livestock. He wouldn't let Shen Jiu be whipped until he could no longer feel sensations on his back even after the scars had healed. He wouldn't let sadistic bastards like Qiu Jianluo...

    When SQQ screamed into the world, the world never answered. No matter how desperately, how indignantly he begged and prayed. When Shen Jiu asked for shelter from the wind on the street, when he hoped day and night for Yue Qi to come back and rescue him from the embodiment of hell that was the Qiu Manor, the god stayed silent and the world moved on.

    Almost like a cruel joke, when Shen Qingqiu asked to die, to have a new chance in life, the god that appeared in the form of a blue spirit answered.

    And made his life even worse.

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    18 Dec 2025