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Viktor has never been prone to sentimentality. He could see the value when presented by others, to others, but he himself didn’t see much of a point in holding on to fleeting moments, actions or objects simply for the fact that they remind you of someone else.
Having ascended both geographically and socially, there was nothing besides bittersweet memories he could hold on to properly from his life before. Nothing, at least, that warranted the effort.
Viktor was also a hypocrite.
(Jayce is an open book; Viktor is a locked tomb. Jayce finds the key.)
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“Do you think they will finally start dating each other and then you can move on?” Juleka asked earnestly, and seeing Luka’s grimace in the reflection, tried to change the subject quickly. “At least it was more reasonable this time, two or three days?” She grinned, apologetically. “You fell for Mari in an afternoon.”
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Luka starts tutoring Adrien on the violin.
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“I recognised your handwriting,” Jayce blurted out as they were about to leave his apartment to make the trek to Heimerdinger’s lab.
Viktor turned around, hand still on the keys which he had just finished stuffing back into his pocket. “From where?”
Realising that he’d provided no context, Jayce hesitantly rolled up his left sleeve and shifted his cuff upward to reveal the words on his wrist. “Look, it says—” he paused, taking in the words again. It was almost the same except for one.
An amazing genius. I can work with this.
“It said erratic earlier this afternoon,” Jayce mumbled, thumbing at ‘amazing’.
Or: The thoughts that people nearby have about you appear on your skin. Jayce doesn't care for them—or so he says—until he meets Viktor.
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06 Nov 2025
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What Jayce first ascribed to suppressants (and sheer willpower) was actually the byproduct of a serious medical condition. Viktor hasn't had a heat since he was a teenager. Every year Viktor’s hypothalamus tested the dry well of his fuel reserves and elected to divert any runoff from ovulation to more vital bodily functions (say, breathing).
Worse: It’s common knowledge that heats and ruts are strongest at their outset. Hormones fluctuate over the years; cycles settle; the body calibrates to accommodate the unruly roommate of ovulation. But Viktor’s body doesn’t have the benefit of practice. Somehow—against every natural law—Viktor, about a side glance from death and as far as a decade from his last heat, is about to nosedive into an induction furnace.
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When the temporary energy boost from his first Shimmer experiment triggers a heat, Viktor resolves to suffer the consequences alone. Needless to say, things don't go as planned.
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10 Oct 2025
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cleopatra by dontaskmedude
Fandoms: House of the Dragon (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin
31 Oct 2022
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But I must admit it, I would marry you in an instant
Damn your wife, I'd be your mistress just to have you aroundOR
sometimes a family can be a lesbian, her stepdaughter, her gay husband, his lover and their eight children
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13 Sep 2025
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sun all over by neonheartbeat
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
27 May 2025
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Sometimes on good days, when his dad wasn’t screaming and shouting at everything that moved, he’d put Bob in the truck and drive out on the 72 and go fishing with him in the evening. Flashlights in the dark, streaking dim across expanses of black water, muggy air, mosquitoes. Little red eyes looking back out of the water. They’d sit and guess how big the gators were from the distance between the eyes. You’d better watch yourself out here, Bobby, his dad would say sometimes, and pretend to start to push him forward over the boardwalk with a big hand splayed on his back. And he’d laugh and laugh, like it was funny.
Bob had never thought it was funny. But he’d learned early on to laugh along.
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When Bob tries out a new solution for his wellbeing, he's advised by Barnes to keep to a schedule and avoid any variables. But this means pulling away from the New Avengers (and Yelena) for a while, and even though the results are fantastic, all that pent-up need for connection and affection has to go somewhere when the adjustment period is over.
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08 Sep 2025
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Nine Parts Mess by eternalbrook
Fandoms: A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin, A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms, Game of Thrones (TV)
20 Aug 2025
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One night he looks down and feels suddenly as if he is back on the night of the Blackwater. There she is, underneath him, terrified and trembling. This is what he had wanted back then. He’d held a knife to her throat and imagined cutting away her dress, showing her little teats that had just come in and the new grown hair on her cunt he fantasized about. He’d imagined fucking her, tearing her in half with his cock while she cried. He’d wanted it, seven hells he had wanted it, but he hadn’t, and that had to count for something, didn’t it? He’d clung to it for years, through the dark nights when it was the only thing staying his blade from his throat. But here he is, doing it now, no better than he ever was. Just like that night, she closes her eyes and bears it. And just like that night, he is ruined.
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02 Sep 2025