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Neil loves sharing a bed with his boyfriends
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08 Jul 2026
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“I’m not sick.”
“You vomited thirty seconds ago. And you got half of it on the floor.”
“I meant to do that!”Neil is sick.
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30 Jun 2026
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All of our hurt (is what makes us human) by panda_reads49
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
30 Dec 2024
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Neil never really cared about how his scars made him look, for how they littered every inch of his skin. The Foxes had never given him any reason to. They were just there—like cause and effect of his life spent fighting, showing his will to not just survive, but live.
So why couldn't his mind break free from the endless circle of memories it was trapped in, and give in to the clutches of sleep? Why did he find himself in a basement miles away, a car speeding down a road, just because of one bad dream?
It was okay though. Andrew was next to him, and only a few words from him were needed to clear his treacherous mind, no matter how crypt or clipped.
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26 Jun 2026
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A random asshole's comment leaves Neil insecure about his scars. His foxes are not having it.
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26 Jun 2026
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“Have you considered the possibility that Neil has chosen you, but believes you have not chosen him?” Renee says. "Have you ever explicitly told him what you want?”
“Neil knows what I want,” Andrew snaps. This is not Andrew’s fault.
“How do you know?”
Because Neil always knows. He is as fluent in Andrew’s micro-expressions as he is in German and French. He knows which head tilts mean “go on” and which ones mean “shut up.” Without ever asking, he learned what it meant to see Andrew wearing double layers of long sleeves, or taking multiple showers in a day, and learned to hand Andrew the car keys.
That has always been the most terrifying thing about Neil — his patience to wait, watch, listen, learn. The prospect that if Neil were given enough time, there would be no part of Andrew that was just Andrew’s anymore.
“He has to know,” Andrew says.
“Does he?” Renee says. “Have you ever known Neil to assume that he is wanted?”
Five times Neil tells someone that he and Andrew aren’t dating, and one time Andrew uses his words to set the record straight.
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