Lil_lieee
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"I'm scared you'll break my heart," Mark had never been good at lying.
"I promise i won"t," while Haechan had never been great at bearing the truth.
"Then i'm scared you'll break yours to keep mine," Mark looked into Haechans eyes just see him look away.
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Donghyuck doesn't really know why his parents told him that he would have to stop playing hockey if he were a sub. He doesn't need to think about it too hard, though, because he's a dom. His doctor says so, his mom thinks so, and his dad knows so.
In comes Jaemin to ruin all of his perfect plans.
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05 Jul 2026
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Hyuck stares down at the blanket twisted in his lap.
And then, so quietly it could almost be a breath,“…I’m scared.”
Mark’s fingers brush against his cheek, and he whispers,
“Don’t worry, I’ll be here Hyuck, for as long as you’ll need me.”
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It tasted like summer, tasted like sunshine and like the kind of fruit that Mark wanted to eat on a picnic blanket or on the beach. It wasn’t midnight, it wasn’t a rainy night in New York, it wasn’t what Mark thought he should be drinking but it was maybe what he didn’t know he wanted.
Escaping a past he’d rather leave behind, Mark moves to New
York be a “normal” undergrad and finally write his novel. Instead, he just finds himself isolated, anonymous, and completely blocked. Tired of the quiet, he wanders into a wine bar on a rainy night and meets Donghyuck, a snarky bartender with a sharp tongue, a messy reality, and the exact right pour to bring Mark back to life. -
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But it was fine, Haechan would tell himself. It was fine if it only happened sometimes. If he could keep himself in check. If he went mad a little, it was fine so long as by the end of the day he would have pulled himself together. Just like he had today.
It was fine. He was fine.
What wasn’t fine though, was how Donghyuck had started poisoning his sleep.
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05 Jul 2026
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Mark, a hopeless insomniac, ends up in a psychiatric clinic after years of pressure and sleepless nights finally catch up to him. He expects having to learn how to survive therapy sessions, restless nights, and the exhausting process of getting better. Instead, he stumbles into a whole new problem:
Donghyuck, his selectively mute roommate.
Because for a boy who doesn't speak, he somehow becomes the only person who makes Mark feel truly understood.
Getting attached was never part of the plan, yet as their bond grows into something neither of them knows how to name, Mark and Donghyuck are forced to confront a terrifying question:
How do you heal when the person you rely on is just as damaged as you are and holding on to them feels like the only thing keeping you alive?
[Counterweight — a weight used to balance another, preventing it from tipping or collapsing under its own weight.]