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[dih-leer-ee-uhm]
/ dɪˈlɪər i əm /noun
plural deliriums, deliriaPathology. a more or less temporary disorder of the mental faculties, as in fevers, disturbances of consciousness, or intoxication, characterized by restlessness, excitement, delusions, hallucinations, etc.
***Every thing has its time and the storm will surely pass.
What an absolute load of bollocks that was.If that were true,
why did some fall to their knees, tearing up their hair with tears streaming down their faces because of memories?
Why did some collapse and drown themselves in drugs just so they could live out their dreams longer, refusing to forget them?
Why did some break themselves into thousand of pieces again and again just to relive those memories with their loved ones, knowing full well they wouldn't come back to life?
And why did he still crack just because he sees and hears a far too familiar figure, judging, scorning, and mocking him every time the anniversaries of his ex-colonies come? Even though the pain of coughing up blood itself was already enough as it was.
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- Part 3 of A-Z English Dictionary
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Palimpsest
something reused or altered but still bearing visible traces of its earlier form.Or
Centuries of grieve robbed England of his laugh and smile. Small helping hands decided to butt in, determined to restore him -- even if they need to be subtle, and roping up someone else to his fate.
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- Part 4 of A-Z English Dictionary
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noun
a person given to voluble, empty talk.
nonsense; blather.
a person who talks at great length without making much sense.…
Arthur kept making promises to Matthew that he will work on their relationship throughout the following years, but looking back how he is, Matthew’s certain that Arthur was nothing more than a blatherskite.Series
- Part 2 of A-Z English Dictionary
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This is just a collection of fics without any correlation between each other whatsoever
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Alfred doesn't need a twin. He knows it from his earliest memory. He doesn't want a twin.
And Alfred knows Mathew feels the same.
Alfred and Mathew do their best to get rid of their twin, once and for all, but along the way Alfred starts to find he likes Mathew quite a bit...If only they weren't both spiraling to their deaths.
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16 Apr 2026
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Alfred is always working himself down to the bone and inevitably gets sick. Matthew is there to look after his idiotic, workaholic little brother.
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13 Apr 2026
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might as well make believe i love you by princessrorora
Fandoms: Anastasia - Flaherty/Ahrens/McNally
28 Jul 2024
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for to tell the truth, I do.
after the confrontation, gleb and anya find another way to deal with their fates by getting married and running away together. but it's all just make believe, isn't it?
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09 Apr 2026
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“Stop talking so loudly, nobody else shall know about this. I merely had an accident is all,” Alfred interrupts louder this time. His face. is numb, he can barely speak, but it is all worth the sacrifice.
It's worth it that he will never have to look in the mirror and find the reflection of his father staring back at him. Well, maybe not quite father.England was— is worlds away from that. From having the privilege of that title.
He has stopped having it when the visits became less frequent, when his voice would get colder each time, and when he stopped tucking Alfred in.
or: Alfred doesn't look like his father. Not really. He doesn't until he looks in the mirror and sees that ugly mark on his face.
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08 Apr 2026
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Two months ago, Alfred had gone into his room and never came out. Two months later, Mathew is still no closer to knowing why.
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31 Mar 2026