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    Ilya Rozanov-Hollander woke up on the sixth anniversary of the day he told his husband he loved him for the first time, and thought: I want Shane to fuck me.

    Shane, tucked under his arm and snoring softly into his armpit, warbled on unaware.

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    01 Apr 2026

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    The information around what hormones did to bonded alphas was pretty well-documented.

    In short, everyone knew that alphas got more protective when their omegas were carrying and thus more vulnerable, and it was the sort of thing people liked to joke about when there was an announcement.

    What they didn’t tell you was what happened if the alpha was already very protective, a first responder, and the hormones sent him into overdrive.

    Buck and Eddie get ready to welcome a new addition to the family, with mostly foreseeable results.

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    20 Mar 2025

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    It’s dark, and Ilya’s not quite sure where he is.

    His entire body is numb. His shoes are soaking wet from trudging lazily through the snow. His nose is running, and his lips are chapped.

    Selfishly, he wishes Shane would fuss over him now. Pull him close, whisper “I forgive you” even though he shouldn’t, because Ilya would never change, because something inside him- in his family line, in his soul- was broken.

    Ilya wondered how long ago it had clicked- when Shane had realized that Ilya wormed his way into this country and tricked the Hollanders into caring for him, then returned the favor by botching their language and leaving a trail of mess in his wake. He still can't help but wonder if that will be part of his punishment- being doomed to miss him in death, too.

     

    or: Ilya’s mostly been able to cope with the fact that he’ll never be able to articulate himself fully in this country- but he’s also never been good at talking about feelings in the first place.

    "I'm tired" is the best he's got. It definitely doesn't capture what's going on in his head, and Shane can't read minds.

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    01 Jan 2026

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    Scott: I’ve been getting asked if it’s me. I considered denying but if we all deny and one person doesn’t, that sort of gives their identity away and I’m not sure they want that.
    Ilya: Everyone thinks is me. My agent asked if I want to comment too
    Scott: Wait, it's not you?
    Ilya: Maybe 🤔 Or maybe not 🤪
    Eric: What?

    Or: When Adrian Dela Cruz reveals he dated an NHL player, chaos and damage control ensue. A story told through texts, tweets, and one pretentious Variety article.

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    “Game of one on one.” Buck smiled widely at him proceeding a ball from the back seat.
    “You hate basketball.” Eddie frowned. “You always say no. Nearly always say no.”
    Buck smiled, “But you love it.”
    Eddie looked at him, “You don’t have to do this. We can do something we both like.”
    “I like doing things that you like.” Buck shrugged. “I like doing things that make you smile.”

     

    When Buck realises Eddie never celebrates his birthday he makes it his mission to give him seven pieces of joy leading up to his birthday.

    Eddie Diaz Week 2025 prompt: Joy

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    09 Jul 2025