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    This will eventually include some one shots with snippets of married and parent Hollanov <3

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    In 2006, the Hollander family billeted a player to the Ottawa 67s - Ilya Rozanov, a 15 year old Russian Bostonian with a hockey talent to rival Shane's.
    Years later, they’d once again share a team, and a home: Boston College.

    “Why did you choose to come here? It’s not like you couldn’t have gone anywhere else.”
    Shane remembered his surprise at Ilya’s commitment. The calm of Boston College didn’t exactly fit Ilya’s predisposition.
    Ilya looked thoughtful for a second, underneath the tumult on his face. “Other than the obvious? I don’t know. I think I just felt like this place was where I was meant to go.”
    Shane understood that. After all, he’d felt the same way.
    Ilya gently nudged him with his elbow. "Now you. Why are you here, Canadian boy?”
    The corner of Shane’s lip raised, and he shrugged. “I wanted to be more than hockey. At least, for a little while longer.”
    Ilya’s eyes locked on him, and a small smile reset the lines of Ilya’s face. “You couldn’t have done that in Canada?”
    Shane shrugged again. “Sure, but Canada didn’t have you.”
    Ilya looked down at the ground, and didn’t look back up as he spoke.
    “The NHL didn’t have you.”

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    Shane stands there quietly for a few moments, not wanting to burst this bubble. The past two nights with the Pike children have finally made him comprehend why Hayden was so pushy about him joining the parent club all those years ago. Shane didn’t understand it before, believing children, with their messy habits and chaotic energy, would never fit into his perfectly ordered life. But, seeing Ilya like this has set a million butterflies free in his stomach and now he gets it. He gets it a little too much because now all he can do is think of giving Ilya a baby.

    Or, Shane decides he's ready to start a family with Ilya, even if it means taking a break from hockey

    **Title from Sabrina Carpenter’s Juno**

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    In this world, Yuna Hollander starts noticing long before the NHL draft is even on the horizon. The way Shane studies Ilya Rozanov’s game like it is the most fascinating puzzle he has ever seen. The way he remembers every detail about him but forgets to call his own girlfriend. Yuna has spent her entire career spotting patterns, and this one is impossible to ignore.

    She does not confront him. She does not push. Instead, Yuna waits. Through junior tournaments, draft hype, and the start of the most famous rivalry in hockey, she quietly keeps watch over her son and the boy he cannot stop thinking about. When the truth finally comes out, it will not surprise her. After all, a good mother pays attention.

    Or: Yuna notices very early that Shane has a type. From that moment on, in every room they share, she watches him carefully and wonders if all the evidence points to two simple conclusions. Shane Hollander is gay, and he is hopelessly in love with Ilya Rozanov.

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    After four years of silence and a thousand unanswered questions, Ilya finally gives voice to the one that has been tearing him apart. In a quiet room thick with tension, he asks in a raw, fragile whisper,

    "Is she mine?"

    Ilya didn't need the words. He could already smell the truth in the sudden spike of Shane's scent, the sharp, tangy fear of a cornered animal, layered with the deep, unwavering love of a parent. He could see it in the way Shane's shoulders slumped, the fight draining out of him, replaced by a profound, bone-deep weariness. Shane looked at Ilya, his eyes glistening with unshed tears, and took a shaky breath, the admission ripped from him by a force stronger than his own fear.

    "Yes," he whispered, the word a surrender. "She's yours."

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