JessicaLee46
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Atsumu hates feelings. Hates them.
Hates them so much he gingerly carves a special place in his heart, bleeding, just for them.
He hopes, or rather—wishes, pleadingly, it wasn’t always this way. That at least at one point in his miserable long life, he felt an ounce of carefree silly happiness, the stuff of kids giggles and bashful smiles.
But how can he bring himself to remember crooked grins and unruly laughter and untroubled days when blood is seeping out his heart, dripping down his suit, and staining his fingers?
How can he live when Sakusa’s arm is around someone else’s?
or... Sakusa and Atsumu broke up a couple weeks ago and Sakusa brought a new date to a banquet and they kinda hate each other but dont :)
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A fic where rich boy Sakusa blows off steam by getting heroin from the drug dealer Atsumu.
“First time I’ve seen an addict in action, in like a while,” he says casually, as if it’s totally normal for him to be staring at Sakusa like a creep.
“Don’t you have someplace to be?” Sakusa asks. And I’m not an addict,” he adds, holding onto the little pride he has left.
“Nah, drug dealers have plenty of free time,” he tells Sakusa, sitting down on the road in front of him, smiling. “And if yer not an addict, it’s news to me. I mean ya practically grabbed the baggie out of my hands with yer claws.”
Sakusa scoffs, repulsed at the childish behavior. “I literally did not.”
“Ya literally did.”’
“Considering the fact that you demanded you have the money beforehand and then dropped the heroin on the floor for me to pick up, I think we can conclude I didn’t.”
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“I just got this job, I’m not givin’ it up for some moral boost ‘cause I actually need to pay my rent, ya insensitive -” Atsumu waves his hands around, trying and failing to come up with the right word to convey the amount of injustice that this gaunt motherfucker has brought into his relatively simple life thus far.
“If you can’t pay your rent, go get a job at the McDonald’s over by 8th Street,” Sakusa growls, “it’ll pay more than your researcher position.”
If you even attempt assault on a coworker, forget teaching about cells - you’ll fucking be in one, Atsumu.
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13 Jun 2026
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Atsumu is always careful about arriving at his boyfriend’s apartment in top condition: freshly showered, clothes laundered and pressed, bouquet of flowers ready to present to Sakusa’s unamused, yet admittedly pleased face.
All his hard work—thoroughly destroyed by an unexpected storm.
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12 Jun 2026
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Atsumu would soon become queen of his beloved kingdom, Inarizaki.
Tradition states that every new queen can only take their place if they're mated. But no matter how many suitors travel to the kingdom, Atsumu has his eyes on only one.
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11 Jun 2026
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I Wished That I Would Wake Up With Amnesia (But You Did Instead) by TwilaFrost for queenhy
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08 Oct 2022
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“Hey, so why did you ask if I could come to Osaka?”
“That’s the other part I wanted to talk to ya about… He… keeps askin’ for ya.”
Rintarou tries to ignore how his heart skips a beat. Atsumu is asking for him? “For me?”
“Yeah… Look, I don’t wantcha to freak out…”
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Atsumu and Rintarou used to date in high school but parted ways when they went pro. After an accident, Atsumu lands himself in the hospital with a concussion. He wakes up with amnesia. The last few years are hazy, and that includes his breakup with Rintarou. Rintarou takes it into his own hands, seeing it as a second chance. He regrets breaking up with Atsumu and is still very much in love with him.- Language:
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11 Jun 2026
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Everything about him goes against human instinct, goes against everything he’s heard and read about the inherent human experience.
Is sex really the meaning of human existence?
Atsumu doesn't think it is, but everyone else seems to.
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10 Jun 2026