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“I can't be your boyfriend, Buck.”
Buck tries his best not to show how much it stings. He’s read it all wrong. God, of course he has. “I'm…yeah. No, of course not. I don't know what I was-”
“Because I'm not.”
Buck blinks. “...not into guys?”, he asks, and it feels a little like salt in the wound to ask for clarification. But there’s something in Eddie’s expression - a hesitancy almost.
Eddie scrunches up his mouth at the side, looking down at his shoes for a moment before he speaks.
“Not a guy, Buck. I can't be your boyfriend because I'm not a boy.”
In which Eddie is back from El Paso and it's like nothing has changed. Except things have changed. Because Eddie is non-binary.
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01 Jul 2026
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And we both wanna say I'm sorry for something that we cannot stop by Ethaniscool
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
25 Jun 2026
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Eddie had finally gotten Chris back. But he was also broke now. Moving to a different state, even if it's moving back, is expensive. So Eddie moved back to LA while Chris finished the school semester in Texas while, thankfully, living with Eddie's sister. However, the aforementioned money issues has led to Buck, who is trying desperately and failing miserably to ignore his ever-growing feelings for Eddie, living with Eddie while he gets back on his feet. Because that's what a good friend would do, right? Right!
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25 Jun 2026
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“Do you want to do it yourself? Or do you need help?”
Buck stares at him for a moment, at his brown irises and the attention in his expression, and he feels the corner of his lips bend downwards as he answers, “I need help.”
And so, Eddie helps.
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After the earthquake, Eddie brings Buck home.
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- Part 2 of pay it forward
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14 Jun 2026
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After a brutal night filming 9x13, Ryan and Oliver make it back to their hotel exhausted, aching, and finally alone. With Oliver’s leg acting up, Ryan intends to take very good care of his boyfriend.
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- Part 1 of Echoes of Us
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09 Jun 2026
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Buck hears the word once — in the wrong moment, in the wrong state of mind — and it sinks its teeth in. What should have been a passing comment twists into a truth he can’t shake, convincing him that everyone in his life is worn down by the weight of him. As he withdraws, slipping further into a quiet, dangerous spiral, the people who love him fight to remind him of one thing he can’t see on his own: he was never exhausting… only terrified of being left behind.
Exhausting (adj.): not someone who is too much to love — but someone too important to lose.
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31 May 2026