Jcrow08
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While Buck isn't allowed to speak to anyone because of the lawsuit, he suffers a personal tragedy that leaves him with children to care for. He doesn't tell anyone since they are not supposed to be talking.
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Buck thought going back to the 118 would be hard, but he knew that his team, his family, would move on from the lawsuit. Only Bobby placed him on B-Shift where his team and new Captain have made it their mission to make Buck's life a living hell. When it becomes too much and Buck starts thinking about ending it all, he receives a life-changing phone call from Captain Owen Strand who would like Buck to come join them down in Austin at the 126. Buck immediately jumped at the opportunity to get away from everything. Only his mental health problems didn't go away with the move and Buck struggles with what happened and how to start a whole new life. The 126 are not about to let him go through this alone and together they show Buck that he has a family with them and they would never turn their backs on him.
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16 Jun 2026
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During his training at the academy, Buck helped Connor, his best friend, and Kameron, his best friend's fiancée, have a baby.
Now? They were dead, and Buck is left picking up the pieces while still on the outs with his family.
Or, What would happen if Buck ended up with a four year old Theo post lawsuit? Alone and scared and now a single father.
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16 Jun 2026
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So he had won, he returned, he smiled and joked and was sunshine and silliness, he was the person everyone needed him to be and it changed depending on who it was. He didn’t share the truth about how he was struggling with more than just the emotional toll of the last few months because that would strain the relationships he worked so hard to get back.
The thing that kept him awake at night alongside all his other worries was the realisation that this family that he held so dear that he had wanted so badly, no longer felt a permanent part of his life,
He didn’t trust it anymore
But no matter how many times he told himself he was happy and it was all ok, he couldn’t ignore the black pit inside of him that he was slowly drowning in that whispered you are
not wanted,
no one really cares,
you are unlovable,
you are exhausting.
Post law suit everything is getting back to normal .everyone has forgiven Buck and he is back where he belongs.
So why does he feel so broken?
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15 Jun 2026
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Eddie is working hard on figuring himself out, getting a life, and also reestablishing contact with Buck after worrying about them drifting apart and their friendship changing. Realizing that sometimes people misunderstand his relationship with Buck should not be the shock it is. Also, if Chris could stop launching verbal sneak attacks on him, he'd appreciate it.
Meanwhile, Buck's learning to parent a toddler while not at all being insecure about something said by one Margaret Buckley. He's just studiously avoiding the word 'Parent' like the plague, and otherwise doing his damn best.
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If Buck had a nickel for every time someone left him their kid in their will without his knowledge–well, he’d have two nickels. Which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird that it’s happened twice now.
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14 Jun 2026
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The two texts came in almost simultaneously.
Eddie
Can you come over?Chris
I need ur helpThere had been no hesitation on his part, with Buck grabbing his keys and immediately headed for South Bedford Street. While he wasn’t panicked since no one had actually called him, he was on high alert, not exactly sure what he was about to step into. For both the Diaz boys to message though, he had some idea and hoped that he was wrong.
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Chris doesn’t end up in Texas, but with Buck. Which leaves Buck to navigate surprise parenthood, feelings realizations, crazy parents, and his best friend all at once.
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03 Jun 2026