Jahnienne



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    Ilya and Shane get outed via instagram live… as friends. The world reacts as their friendship becomes the most talked about thing in the hockey world.

    Being openly friends affords them more freedoms to be together, but all the more easy to lose it all.

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    Shane has a touch of Hudson Williams to him

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Need more. 14 chapter so far

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    ​"I don't know you," Ilya said. His voice was entirely devoid of emotion. "I don't know a Dasha."

    ​It’s 2027, and Ilya and Shane have finally built the life they always fought for. The ice rinks and endless flights are a thing of the past, replaced by yoga studios, podcasts, and the beautiful, exhausting chaos of raising Isla and Skye. Their world is safe. It’s loud, it’s messy, and it’s completely theirs.

    ​But you can't outrun where you came from forever.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Ilya niece lives with them

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    Shane is in a post-game interview when his world stops.

    He’s just answered a question about Montreal’s offensive strategy going into the game. Clean passes, avoid penalties, draw defenders wide. It had worked and the Voyagers had beat Colorado soundly, 4-1. Shane had scored two of the goals and assisted on a third.

    Usually, Shane would be eager to boast about the win to Ilya. But ever since their fight- since Ilya told Shane to leave- winning feels hollow. Losing feels better, somehow. As if Shane deserves to lose after being so selfish. Ilya gave up everything for him- his home, his team, and to some extent- his happiness. Hockey. Ilya gave up hockey- good hockey- for Shane.

    A ripple goes through the room of reporters. Shane swears he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘crash’. But no one is paying attention to him anymore.

    “What’s going on?” he asks into the microphone, feeling strange at the role reversal. Usually, he’s the one being asked questions.

    No one answers. And this time he knows that he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘Centaurs’.

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    Shane rushes to Ilya after the almost plane crash. Their secret is no longer a secret.

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    31 May 2026

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    Next is montreal

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    Shane Hollander never got that concussion, and Ilya Rozanov breaks up with him. Shortly after, Shane suffers a career ending injury. They don’t speak again.

    Of course, stories don’t end like that. At least not theirs. When Shane adopts a little girl with familiar curls and deep blue eyes, Shane writes letters to Ilya, imagining he was with him, raising the girl together.

    Movers get things mixed up. Letters get sent. And after 4 years of no contact, Ilya moves to Ottawa to see Shane again. The only question is—will Shane let him in? Or is he still just as scared as he was in 2017?

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    25 May 2026

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    After getting Tapes from his mom Ilya is trying to get back to a normal life with Shane. They both have a surprise for each other to help with the emotions they have been sitting in for a couple weeks.

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    21 May 2026

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    Waiting on babies