JESSANDARYA



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    A wolf howled, long and mournful. Stiles looked around, his breath coming in visible puffs on the frosty air as he searched for fur and fangs and sad eyes, but he saw only the swaying green limbs of evergreen trees in the wind. Snow started to fall and he looked up at the white sky, blinking, before he fell backwards to land softly on a familiar bed. He blinked again and the soft white of the sky solidified into his bedroom ceiling with its neon green glow in the dark stars. He watched as a nebula formed in the space between his outstretched hand and the plastic stars, mesmerized as it roiled and burned in fast forward to birth a star, a real one, right into his bedroom. The star burned white hot against his skin, so bright and painful that his nerves couldn’t compute. He twisted away desperately, crying out. A dark skinned man in the corner watched calmly as he writhed and said, “We begin in the dark, and birth is the death of us.” Stiles screamed as the fire sunk into his skin, his soul, and fell once more into the darkness.

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    Stiles ends up in 2004, before the Hale fire, and learns a lot about himself, life, and what it means to hold onto what you love and not let go.

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    30 May 2026

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    It’s been many years since Stiles left Beacon Hills. He’s all alone on New Year’s Eve, most people he once loved were long gone from his life. So he makes a wish, pouring all of his Spark into the potency of a New Year’s Wish.

    He wakes up on the night he first dragged Scott into the woods to find half a body.

    But this time, he is going to do things differently.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    After, when not even ashes remain in the wasteland that is Beacon Hills, Stiles salts the earth.

    (Or, Stiles is stressy depressy lemon zesty after dying and getting thrown fourteen years into the past. He’s going to save everyone, but he might need a little saving himself too.)

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    13 Jan 2026

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    It was like an acid burn, for a moment everything felt normal and then it was like Barry's whole body was on fire. It was like the biggest shot of adrenaline, like he was suddenly way too aware of everything from the pain in his ribs to the smell of the front offices. He gasped at the same time Snart did, hand going up to his cheek which was still too hot and-

    He turned, it felt like it took a lifetime, and Snart was on the floor staring up at him-

    His whole hand had turned a red so dark it was almost black. A Lichtenberg figure, the analytical part of Barry’s brain supplied, Leonard’s Mark looked like a lightning burn.

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    07 Jul 2025

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    Stiles appears alone at the doors of the emergency room the morning after the full moon, covered in blood with a deep slash torn across his left side. He's suffering from hypovolemic shock and barely conscious and he won't tell anyone what happened—not his hospital appointed psychiatrist, not his father. Not even his pack.

    The list of suspects is disconcertedly short. There were only seven others in the woods with Stiles that night: Derek, Scott, Boyd, Erica, Isaac, Jackson and Allison. And none of them remember the night in quite the same way.

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    09 Jun 2025