Its_of_no_use



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    Buck’s taking him to therapy, where he knows Eddie’s therapist’s name and Eddie’s entire history with him; Buck, who let himself into Eddie’s house with food from Eddie’s favorite coffee shop with coffee crafted perfectly for Eddie’s tastes; Buck, who apparently has a book on Eddie’s coffee table with so many dog-eared pages it’s like any interruption at Eddie’s house is worth putting it down.

    Buck, who touches him with a devotion as palpable as all the little pieces of himself scattered throughout Eddie's home.

    Eddie thinks he might have solved his own question, but he’s afraid to look at the answer too closely—because he’s fairly certain his best friend is in love with him, and Eddie can’t remember a single thing about him.

    Or, the one where Eddie wakes up from the shooting only to think he was hurt in a certain 7.1 earthquake years prior and learns to appreciate the life he's created for himself since then.

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    “It’s alright,” Bobby says, another useless lie.

    Eddie’s eyes open, look straight into his, and his next words are remarkably clear. “I love him, Bobby.”

    “No,” he shakes his head, a strange and frantic panic bubbling up inside him. “You can’t tell me this- you can’t tell me this-“ a hundred smiles shift slightly to the left in Bobby’s memory. It’s barely a surprise, really, he picked Eddie out for Buck himself, years and years ago. He thought they’d make a fine pair. “You have to- we’re getting out of here and you’re telling him yourself, you can’t-“

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    Bobby deals with the ramifications of a misplaced confession

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    10 Jun 2026

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    wow........ I have no words,
    Reading Bobby's pov was a roller coaster. It was probably the best pov of Bobby I've ever read in a fic, the Schrödinger’s relation of Bobby and buck was beautifully described.
    I almost cried while reading this.

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    “Eddie Diaz, such a considerate guest, really committing to the party theme. And here I was feeling good about coming early to help tape up the banners,” Karen grins, gesturing at the pink Valentine’s bunting above them.

    “What?” Eddie repeats, this time in confusion.

    “The goddamn heart-eyes, Diaz,” she laughs. “I feel like I’m interrupting something here. I’d say put 'em away, but 'tis the season, and also, I don’t think you actually could if you wanted to.”

     

    or, a fever, a party, a late night tv show: three times eddie’s heart falls out his ass because buck keeps looking at him like that. he’s just got to find a way to tell him that doesn’t involve a convoluted cephalopod analogy about love

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    10 Jun 2026

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    “I think we both know it takes significantly more than something as boring as time for me to forget anything you say to me"

    WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK YOU JUST CHANGED MY LIFE. WHY WOULD YOU WRITE THIS??????

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    “Are you an idiot?” 

    That’s the first thing Buck hears as he’s hauled back over the side of the pier, soaking wet and shivering so hard he might bite his tongue off. Eddie is glaring daggers at him, hissing curses in Spanish so quick that Buck, who’s currently trying to suppress the sound of a tsunami siren going off in his head, has no hope of translating. 

    “Y-yes?”

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    “Buck, you have to lift your leg up.”

    ”I am,” he half whines, half slurs, while absolutely not lifting his leg up.

    “No, you’re not,” Eddie points out. “It’s literally just one step.”

    Buck isn’t a small guy, okay? He’s tall, and he’s packed on so much muscle lately that Eddie is feeling all kinds of ways about it. And it’s great! Wonderful, even. But when all of it is leaning on him as Eddie tries to hold him up, it doesn’t exactly make for an easy ride. Especially when Buck is away with the fairies, so high on whatever the hell the hospital gave him that he’s not said a single coherent thing since Eddie picked him up.

     

    (Buck gets his wisdom teeth out and Eddie is on babysitting duty.)

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    these dumbasses i love them so much