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His heart wants Eddie, his soul aches for him, but his mind is stuck in an endless loop of reasons why he should keep him away.
He wishes it was easier. Wishes that wanting Eddie to be happy was enough for him to let go completely, instead of grasping at the string that connects them, knowing full well that it might snap and leave him without anything to hold onto at all in the blink of an eye.
Wishes that letting him go wasn't one of the most difficult, if not the most difficult, thing he has ever had to do, even when he knows that it's the right one to do.
Or, Eddie leaves for Texas. Buck copes and goes through the motions, until he doesn't.
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"So." Buck takes another sip of coffee, real slow, savoring the wind-up. He sets the mug down with a soft clink. "Princess."
Eddie closes his eyes.
This is it. This is where they find him face down in his eggs. Chimney's going to have to call Pepa. Pepa is going to be furious. The funeral will be small and Buck better wear something hideous to it, Buck better wear that godawful floral shirt with the parrots, the one Eddie told him was ugly out loud one time two years ago and has been secretly obsessed with ever since, because Eddie deserves the satisfaction of being buried while looking at it.
"Buck." He says it into his toast.
Buck shrugs. "I'm just asking."
"You're not asking. You're enjoying yourself."
"I'm doing both, Eds, I’m versatile."
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Eddie gains a boyfriend, a pair of lace panties, and learns a lot about himself in the span of forty-eight hours.Series
- Part 2 of veni, vidi, vici
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"That is. Okay. Where do I start." Pushing off the counter — hands need to be free for this. "Number one. That is not how being secure in your sexuality works. Number two. That is the opposite of how it works. Number three. Most straight men who are secure in their sexuality do not, as a method of confirming this, seek out gay sex. That is— Eddie, that is gay. The thing you are describing is gay. The act of doing it is gay. There is no version of this where you end up more straight at the other end."
Eddie scoffs. "You don't know that."
"I do know that."
"You don't."
"Eddie, I am bi. I have personally conducted this experiment. The results are in."
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Eddie asks Buck to fuck him to prove he's straight. Things go about as well as you'd think.Series
- Part 1 of veni, vidi, vici
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The next one came a few weeks later, when Buck was sleeping on his couch. This one was different, much different. It had been so vivid, more so than any dream he’d ever had before, and he woke up exhausted, as if he had actually spent the night getting railed into oblivion instead of just dreaming about it.
Still, he didn’t think much of it.
It’s been months now, and it still happens.
He dreams of Buck more often than not now.
Tonight, Buck is asleep on his couch, and Eddie is dreaming in his bed.
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Incubus!Buck helps Eddie feel pleasure.
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“Have a great day at school, buddy. Don’t forge any sick notes for a while, your dad’s going to be suspicious of you now. Love, Buck.”
He slips it in the packed lunch he put away for Chris in the fridge, and then pauses. He pushes the fridge door wider, and smiles. Grabs the pen, writes another note. Satisfied, he tucks it into another packed lunch, and heads back to the living room.
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Buck starts leaving notes for Eddie. Eddie writes notes for Buck right back. They were always going to end up writing their own love story.
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