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   If I Saw Him I’d Still Kiss Him by Robbies_Restroom

   Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   28 Oct 2022

   Tags

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   • Regulus Black/James Potter
   • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
   • Alternate Universe - Bands
   • Chronic Illness
   • sirius is trying his best
   • Religious Imagery & Symbolism
   • Mutual Pining
   • no beta we die like everyone in canon
   • Heavy Angst
   • Addiction
   • Heavy references to death and dying
   • Songfic
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • author is an obsessive poet
   • Sickfic
   • Implied/Referenced Drug Addiction
   • Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Grief/Mourning
   • No Smut
   • Minor spicy scene
   • Entirely self indulgent but you get it as a treat
   • Being a human and all the messy shit that entails

   Summary

   “But I don’t want you to leave.”

   “And I can’t promise you I’ll stay.”

   Or,

   Regulus Black has been dying as long as he can remember, dreaming up a future on the stages from a room he never leaves. Miraculously, he meets a boy who promises him everything and more. But promises are only made to be broken.

   Two summers, six years apart, a love that was never meant to be.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   219,862

   Chapters:

   19/19

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