Heartlessyin



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    Komaeda takes up gardening.
    (Or, Hinata Hajime has three things: horrible self esteem, a crush on the human embodiment of debilitating depression, and no idea what to do about any of it.)

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    02 Dec 2018

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    "He runs a hand through his hair, exhaling deeply, and suddenly Hinata is acutely aware of how fucking exhausted he looks, deep, heavy bags like dark half-rings of Saturn curving under his eyes, which gaze blankly onwards into nothing. Komaeda has the bony, bruised body of someone who's never been able to stop running, of someone who has had the earth slip from underneath their feet and crashed through the dirt time and time again."

    oh, this... this is beautiful

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    “Motorin’,” Kazuichi croons to the timing belt. His fingers drum along while he runs through the checklist for stripped parts.

    It’s cool, the whole rock scene? He’d tried guitar once, with the pink hair and the- everything- but it hadn’t stuck. None of it had, Kazuichi knows he’s still the same saggy loser, all paper doll dressed in cool people clothes. And then, get this, Hinata lets it slip that they’re not all that cool, after all. He’s just kind of flashy. Dumb looking. Fake. Maybe they could be, on someone cool. Like a coolness paradox.

    But the music is cool, and Kazuichi feels kind of cool too. By the end of the week, he knows the tapes front to back. His wrench taps along, he mouths the words. He forgets, for a minute, about the ruined wreck of an island they’re trying to reclaim.

    The island, though, it doesn’t exactly forget about him.

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    Kazuichi Soda learns a little something, at the end of the world.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    wow wow wow! <3

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    Hajime blinks twice. He turns his head slowly, surveying the room. Togami has a pair of night vision goggles in his hand and he frowns down at them.

    “Defective. As expected of anything not manufactured by the Togami Group.” He says, disgusted.

    Owari’s nose twitches. “I smell blood.”

    Hajime lifts the tablecloth.

    Komaeda’s body lays beneath the table, face down, in a pool of blood. His face, even in death, is twisted into a despairing grin.

    “I guess you got what you wanted,” Hajime murmurs under the screaming, reaching out to gently close the eyelids over that pale fanatical gaze.

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    Hajime is almost expecting it, the first time Komaeda dies. The next ones are a little harder.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    "“Mm.” Komaeda straightens. “Tomorrow morning, dozens of former Monokids are going to come onboard for their scheduled treatment. And you still haven’t fixed the anomaly. Shall we turn them away?” Hajime blinks at the sudden change in subject. Then his eyes narrow. Komaeda doesn’t have many tells, not the way the others do. It’s hard to pinpoint deception on a creature who lives and breathes it.

    And yet. "

    also

    "“What were the odds that Junko’s plan would succeed?” Komaeda presses. “I’m sure Kamukura calculated it once or twice, just for fun.” Hajime looks away. “Was it low? Really low? Let’s say… ah, 1.3 percent. Give or take a decimal point. Just a guess, really.”

    “Junko was not your fault, Komaeda.” It was 1.2 percent, he doesn’t say."

    *holds this gently* holy shit

  4. Public Bookmark 49

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    “An onmyōji,” Sukuna sighed, looking annoyed. “First this brat, and now you. I’m not in the mood for your type.”

    That came with a flick of the wrist, casual, the kind of gesture that came in the last gasp before a hanging.

    Nothing happened.

    The Lord of the Night blinked. Satoru grinned.

    “Performance issues?”

    Or: Yokai AU wherein Satoru makes a deal with Sukuna for Yuuji's life, and everyone suffers the consequences-- especially Sukuna

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    07 Jun 2026

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    "“You’re the same,” Sukuna declared. It sounded like law, spoken by a lord. It also sounded like a question.

    Satoru shrugged. “In a fight, sure. Not in life. It’s nice having people around.”

    Sukuna scoffed. “They don’t understand you.”

    “They don’t need to.” "

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    “What do you want?” Yukina asks, impartially, for she knows that the answer likely has nothing at all to do with her and no longer childishly fantasizes that anything ever does.

    Hiei struggles with the simple question—anything like it has always seemed to leave him in a quandary. He has made no move to sit down; then again, Yukina has certainly not invited him to. His posture is rigid, poised to flee at any moment.

    “Kurama told me that the koorime Rui died,” he explains at last, “and that you’ve gotten it into your head that you wish to return to the Glacial Village as some sort of ill-advised commemoration. Is that true?”

    Yukina returns to Hyouga. (Written for the YYHBB 2017.)

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    04 Jun 2026

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    *holds this gently*