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    Ilya flirts with danger with the kind of desperation of a man drowning clawing his way to the surface in search of air. He knows it'll catch up with him eventually. He just never imagined it would lead to this: getting traded as if dumped in the trash, like his career achievements, his blood sweat and tears and everything else he's given Boston, mean nothing at all.

    Or, when Ilya gets caught in a sex scandal with a man while trying to get over Hollander, he changes the trajectory of his life forever.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    (the one where Ilya is court-mandated to serve a year sentence on the Hollander's rehabilitation farm for troubled youth. everything should be just fine, right? Right?)

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    06 Jul 2026

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    It’s the most famous cold case in hockey history. Up-and-coming Russian phenom Ilya Rozanov mysteriously vanishes the summer before his rookie season. Despite extensive police work, no trace of the young superstar is ever found.

    Shane Hollander remembers Ilya Rozanov. Better than most. And now, several years retired and with two highly successful hockey biographies under his belt, he’s taking a crack at the mystery that’s haunted his own career with strings of what-ifs and memories revisited so often they’ve softened like old cotton.

    Perhaps now, with the long eye of perspective between him and those memories, he can unravel the short lifetime of the man poised to become his biggest rival and best kept secret. Travelling to Russia he searches for stories and the answers they hold.

    If only this damn dog that’s apparently a local cryptid would stop raiding his trash cans.

     
    It has wandered this place for years. It knows every stream, every hill, every tree. Every pale, flat face in the place of straight lines. It does not know this face.

    But it remembers dark eyes and star-dots across the cheeks.
    It cannot remember its own name.

    But it remembers him.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    “Hi, moy vozlyublenniy,” Ilya greets. “How was practice?”

    In lieu of a response, Shane kneels in front of Ilya, tucking his feet beneath him. His hands rest on his thighs, where he anxiously flexes his fingers, causing Ilya to peer at him questioningly. 

    “May I?” Shane asks quietly, looking at Ilya’s hands.

    The question causes a brief moment of confusion for Ilya. 

    ‘May I?’

    Ilya peers down at his own hands, holding onto the ends of his laces, and thinks, oh.

    Shane has a bad day. Ilya unravels him, one layer at a time.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    “Shane has a dick, Ilya. A very nice one, I’m sure, but it’s a dick.”

    Ilya shook his head, his dirty blonde curls shifting. “No. He doesn’t. Not exactly. He has a pussy.”

    She scoffs slightly, hand covering her mouth.

    “I let you… borrow.”

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    Svetlana confides that she's intimated to dive into the lesbian dating pool blind. Ilya offers a low stakes way to get her confidence up.

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    20 Jun 2026