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    Shane Hollander doesn’t do cheat days.
    Not with his training. Not with his diet. Not with his life.
    Then a ridiculously attractive Russian-Italian chef in Milano force-feeds him the best ravioli he’s ever had and calls him a good boy and things spiral from there.
    Between Olympic pressure, impossible expectations, and a connection neither of them is ready to name, Shane finds himself unraveling in ways he doesn’t understand.

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    10 Jun 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    HAYDEN
    So let me get this straight-

    SHANE
    (factually)
    There's absolutely nothing straight about this, Hayds. I'm gay.

    HAYDEN
    Right, right, right. Oh my God. Right fuck. Okay, sorry, so let's...let's start from the beginning.

    SHANE
    Then it starts from before Rookie year.

    HAYDEN
    What.

    SHANE
    Before Rookie Year.

     

    AKA

    The author recaps season 1 of Heated Rivalry by coming out to Hayden post-Summer camp, with an assist from Marleau, in the style of a script.

    AKA

    Hayden finds out that Shane is, in fact, not straight. Additionally, he finds out that Shane and Ilya have been a thing for over a decade.

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    08 Jun 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 51

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    After Vegas 2014, Ilya tries to go back to Russia, to his regular life and routine.
    Unfortunately, he cannot stop thinking about a black-haired, freckled Canadian hockey boy.
    The only logical solution is to turn his ex-situationship into a Shane 2.0 Ken doll.
    It works because Sasha is down for whatever.
    The situation deteriorates from there.
    Once Sasha learns the truth, he decides to entertain himself at Ilya's expense.
    Which results in Ilya completely losing his marbles.
    Shane's reaction may surprise everyone. Especially Ilya.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    05 Jun 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    “Okay, I need you to slowly turn and look at the guy who just walked in. Holy hell…” She utters in a low voice and I look over my shoulder to see who she is talking about.
    “White Blazer.” she adds and I immediately clock him.
    “Oh, wow!”
    I turn to face her again, my jaw dropping. He is absolutely gorgeous. He seems of Asian descent, but from what part I can’t tell. His skin is lightly golden which is a beautiful contrast to the white blazer he is wearing, a simple black t-shirt underneath. His hair is silky, short, lightly styled and a deep black. He looks rich but that is beside the point, the most important thing is how handsome he is.
    “Where’s he going?” I ask my friend as she not so subtly stares him down out of the corner of her eye.
    “He is going to the bar. Sitting... No way.” She says suddenly gawking. She then smiles widely.
    “There's ANOTHER hunk at the bar. Oh my gosh girl, this happy hour just got a lot better!”
    I want to turn but I’m afraid to look suspicious turning yet again, so I urge her to tell me more.
    “They are sitting together! Maybe if we’re really quiet we can hear what they’re saying!”

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander was perfect; the perfect son, the perfect boyfriend, the perfect friend. He had spent years refining perfection, making sure he was the picture of it. It was second nature after all these years; a suit that didn’t quite fit, but that he’d gotten used to.
    Enter Ilya Rozanov.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    While trying to write to his friend studying abroad in Moscow, Shane Hollander accidentally reaches Ilya Rozanov.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.

    The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.

    It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.

    There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.

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    Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.

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    29 May 2026

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    Ilya is not going to steal Shane Hollander's dog. That would be illegal. And wrong. And someone would probably find out and make Ilya give him back.

    So. Not stealing.

    But there is nothing wrong with giving Chernysh all the pats and treats that he deserves, is there?

    Nothing wrong with encouraging Chernysh to spend more and more time at Ilya's house until he doesn't even remember who Hollander is.

    Because Hollander is stupid and boring and does not deserve a dog as good as Chernysh. No, he doesn't, does he? Because Chernysh is the best boy in the whole world, yes he is.

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    27 May 2026

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  10. Public Bookmark 27

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    A heatwave hits Ottawa, and Ilya, Luca, and Shane spend the day in their backyard.
    Their ideas of fun might differ, but in the end, Shane will always enjoy watching his boyfriends be ridiculous together.
    Or: It's hot. Two of them claim to be unaffected. One of them spends the day in the shade, watching the chaos unfold.

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    25 May 2026

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  11. Public Bookmark 22

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    What if 1 year after Ilya & Shane were married, they were celebrating their wedding anniversary? In celebration, they decide to remake the Las Vegas scene where, instead of Shane showing off for Ilya, Ilya would show off for Shane. Then things like leather, rope, stockings, and red lipstick are involved.

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    16 May 2026

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  12. Public Bookmark 89

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    Ilya Rozanov is a new dog owner, and no amount of treats, bribery, or pleading can get Anya, his recently-adopted Australian shepherd, to listen to a thing he says. When she beelines straight toward one Shane Hollander arguing on his phone in French at the dog park, Ilya finds out several things—one, Anya was trained in French and doesn’t understand English commands; two, the incredibly attractive man in front of him is a bilingual dog trainer; and three, offers to give Ilya French lessons.

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    15 May 2026

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    After Ilya breaks Shane's heart in Sochi, Shane builds a life out of control.

    Three cups. Captaincy. Precision. Routine. Emptiness.

    When no achievement manages to make him feel anything, he turns to a mysterious phone service instead.

    Intimate in ways that should be impossible between strangers. A man who understands exactly how to pull Shane apart without ever touching him. Who gives him structure instead of chaos. Relief instead of performance.

    Shane finds himself pulled toward something he thought he buried years ago.

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    Set 4 years after Sochi, where both Ilya and Shane were left with shattered hearts, this is a story about second chances and being brave enough to trust again. To want anew.

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    15 May 2026

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     “I need your help.” 

    Ilya peers up again and raises an eyebrow. He pauses the video he was watching. “With?” 

    Shane fidgets. “I, uh… I can’t– I mean, I can but I’m not very good– Fuck, listen, just– Ineedyoutohelpmewithsex.” 

    A pause. A long pause. Ilya blinks a couple of times, mouth twitching at the corners. Then,

    “You need me to teach you how to fuck your girl, Hollander?”

    Shane needs help satisfying his girlfriend, Jessica. He turns to his roommate, Ilya, for help.

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    15 May 2026

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  15. Public Bookmark 15

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    Shane is left alone and cold in the stairwell of his apartment, Ilya having just left the sweetest kiss goodbye.
    What if their nights didn't end at this point?...

    Shane took a deep breath in and let the air slowly out through his lips. He didn’t want to move. He just sat, rested his head against the banister. If he moved now, if he went back upstairs - to bed even - the evening would be over. Finished. And he wasn’t ready for that, desperate to stretch the night out for as long as possible...

     

    There are a few notes at the end about some wonderful poetry woven into this writing.
    This is my first post ever on AO3 - I have written this for me, and for you

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    14 May 2026

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    Anyway, Shane didn't remember exactly what was in the folder ... But he knew they were all good shots of him.

    He hastily clicked open the folder, his eyes barely glancing through the dozen or so shots there, vaguely registering a picture with a sunset background from his condo balcony, something of him laughing, a picture of him working at his laptop with his glasses on...

    The director called him again, and he shook his head, the photos blurring. Whatever. It would have to do.

    He clicked "select all," then the messages icon, then Rozanov's name. Hit send.

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    Or: When never-hooked-up Shane and Ilya have to collaborate on a league charity project, Shane accidentally sends Ilya a nude.

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    14 May 2026

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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

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    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

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    13 May 2026

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    “Please,” he says finally, voice breaking as he gives in. “Fuck, please, Rozanov, I’m gonna—”

    Rozanov pulls all the way back, mouth releasing his cock with a noise that makes Shane’s hips rock up into nothing.

    “Rozanov,” he begs again.

    “Hmm?” Rozanov asks, kissing Shane’s shaking thigh gently. “You need something?”

    “You— fuck— you said I could come,” Shane says, trying to keep the accusatory note out of his voice.

    “Mhm. When you say my name, yes?”

    “I did!” Shane insists, just a hint of a whine in his tone now. Rozanov smirks at him.

    “Oh, sweetheart,” he says. “My first name.”

    OR:

    Ilya does something a little different on tuna melt day.

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    09 May 2026

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    What did Ilya's radio silence of 2003/2004 look like for young Shane Hollander?

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    09 May 2026

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  20. Public Bookmark 80

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    Shane planned a weekend getaway for their little family. He booked an airbnb about two hours from their house in Ottawa. Ilya doesn't know any details, so he's a little puzzeled but he's excited to get away for a few days with Shane and Anya after another heavy season. And he also really wants to find out what is so special about that damn Airbnb.

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    08 May 2026

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