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  1. Public Bookmark 10

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    Edwin was well aware of the fact that he was too much for most people.

    That the things that bothered him would be water under the bridge for others, that the things that dug and burrowed under his clavicle and into his lungs was nothing for most.

    That Edwin was always, always, the problem in the equation.

    The wrong number, the mistyped letter.

    The thing that had to be fixed, because it was he who was wrong, not anything else.

    Crystal had gotten rid of their sofa.

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    11 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    Only Charles knows the truth: he’s not a nice guy with an angry side, he’s an angry guy with a nice side, and sometimes he’s not even that nice.

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    05 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    Britain, 1976. Three years into boarding at Saint Hilarion's School, Edwin Paine is assigned Charles Rowland as a roommate.
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    Featuring: mistakes better made, days hidden in libraries, and no rafter left unwandered.

    also featuring: charles doing sport and edwin being gay for it, edwin being a nerd and charles being gay for it, and me pretending i know what boarding schools are like

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    23 Jan 2026

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    cried 5 hours non stop while reading ( THIS IS SO GOOD!!!!!! the writing is frighteningly visceral and as a whole its just a literary masterpiece) "the manuscript of real people" and the people Real-ed so hard it hurt

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    „We should go a date“, Charles says on a perfectly bland Tuesday, looking up at Edwin from whatever he is doing at the moment.

     

    If Edwin wasn’t dead already, he would suspect that Charles is trying to kill him.

     

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    Five times Charles takes Edwin on a date to figure out if he could fall in love with him, and one time when he has an answer.

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    17 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    If you're not gonna fuck me, could you at least hit me back?

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    10 Jan 2026