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    Luca's had plenty of time to get used to how things are in the big leagues. Plenty of time to learn the ins and outs, plenty of time to settle into the team dynamic and get used to playing with the two men he idolized his entire childhood.

    Plenty of time to figure out how to get his head on straight after games, plenty of time to figure out how to decompress after practices. Everyone seems to have their own thing, except for Luca. He just can't seem to get his head on right. At least until he learns that sometimes, giving up complete control, is exactly what he needs. And who better to do it with the two people he trust the most?

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    The one where Luca tries to do a Dom/sub dynamic through grindr and Shane and Ilya are like yeah....no that's not going to work. We can help.

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    08 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 20

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    "Fuck you," Shane giggles. "You're going to have to jerk off into a cup, too. A paper one."
    "Hmmm, no. No need."
    That raises an eyebrow. 
    "What do you mean...?" Shane asks slowly.
    Ilya shifts in his blankets, not fleeing the bed but retreating into the blankets like he can just roll over and go to sleep after dropping a bomb on Shane. This bomb. "My dick and balls can't make a child. Any child. I had, how you call it - I got snipped."
    "A vasectomy?!"

    ***

    Shane brings up the topic of family planning to Ilya and learns they are not on the same page as he assumed.

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    07 May 2026

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    Ilya had Shane only in fleeting moments for nearly ten years. Rushed hookups and greedy hands grabbing at anything and everything he could to savor every second of the limited time he knew he was running out of.

    And then they got married.

    Now, at night, Ilya slips into a bed that’s already warm with his husband.

    Or, all the ways Shane and Ilya say I love you without actually saying it.

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    07 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 31

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    How the Centaur rookies got banned from Walmart and talking to the press and/or How Ilya and Shane's post Montreal game celebrations got interrupted that one time.

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    07 May 2026

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    A snowstorm strands the Boston Bears in Montreal with not enough hotel rooms and nowhere to go in their rival’s city.
    On a reckless impulse, Ilya volunteers to stay with Shane Hollander.
    His teammates think it’s a joke.
    Shane plays along.
    No one knows they were in the same bed just hours ago.

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    06 May 2026

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    A new season brings a new member to the Ottawa Centaurs. Shane Hollander, they all know him as a fierce rival and their captain’s husband but how will he fit as a part of the team? That they’ll have to figure out.
    From the perspective of different members of the team follow the story of how Shane meets his new family in Ottawa.

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    05 May 2026

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    “Boyfriend?” Shane asked weakly.

    “Is that what you’re crying about, zajchik?” Ilya asked gently. His face was so earnest that Shane almost wished he would tease him instead.

    Or: Back at the cottage, Shane fully processes having a boyfriend and works through some shit.

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    04 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander is horrifically injured during playoff game against the Boston Raiders. His face will never look the same. Ilya wants to take care of Shane during his recovery. Ilya wants Shane to stay in Boston. Will he?

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    30 Apr 2026

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    “You said Rozanov is a great captain,” one of the reporters says, deviating from the usual script. “What makes him one? Do you think he’s better than you?”

    If Ilya was here, Shane would immediately answer with a negative. He would also let Ilya be the one to brag about his many, many accomplishments, and maybe banter with him about who’s got more.

    But Ilya’s not here.

    And Shane is bored.

    Or.
    Shane spends a post game interview explaining that his husband is the best captain in the league and accidentally starts a hashtag.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    “Is just the new routine, okay?” Ilya pleaded, his voice breaking. “The pills were working and now there is more stress so I just need to get used to it and will be fixed, okay?”

    “How bad is it?”

    “Shane, please.”

    “Ilya, you promised no more secrets, no more hiding. How bad?”

    He covered his face in his palms, his elbows resting on his knees, and took in a shuddered breath. “...bad.”

     

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    After Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander get married, Ilya discovers that his depression won't magically disappear just because he finally has love and a real family. He gets to live and work with Shane full time now that they are on the Centaurs, but it's becomingly increasingly difficult to hide his deteriorating mental health from his husband. He's haunted by dreams of his mother and the fear that his depression and the hockey world's eruption about their relationship is ruining Shane's life. He has to swallow his pride and begin taking SSRIs, navigate the side effects of medicating his depression, and learn to accept love and support from those he loves most. Will the shame eat him alive or can he finally learn that he's worthy of love even at his lowest?

     

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    27 Apr 2026

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    David is always a little sad when summer ends. Winter in Ottawa can be long and harsh, and woodfires and heating just aren’t the same as the sun - he misses it until the first, slow warmth of spring.

    He misses his son too.

    Now, after this summer, David has two sons to miss.

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    25 Apr 2026

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    Summary: It is often said that certified loverboy Ilya Rozanov is kept on a tight leash by his stoic husband, Shane Hollander. It slowly comes to light on the internet that they’re both down too bad to function.

    Or: Five times Shane Hollander snaps to attention & one time he rolls over himself.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    [Inside the Ottawa Centaurs’ locker room, Harris Drover attaches a microphone to Shane Hollander’s shirt as Ilya Rozanov sits next to him at a table. The two prepare to share the contents of their backpacks, which sit on the table in front of them]

    Shane: I thought when people did these interviews, they got to like, pick what’s in their bag beforehand. It’s not usually a spontaneous thing, is it?

    Ilya: How would you know this?

    Shane: I watched one that Rose did. 

    Ilya: Oh, of course you watched Rose doing one of these videos. Did she have a framed photo of you in her bag so she could gush about how much you love each other?

    Shane: Do I seriously need to remind you that I chose to marry you, and that we live and work together, and Rose is just my friend I see like twice a year?

    Ilya: Yes. 

    Shane: Are you sure you want to do this with us, Harris? 

    Harris: I can’t help that the people love you. Besides, I’ve convinced myself this will be fun. 

    Shane: That’s not very comforting. 

    Harris: Neither is the look on Ilya’s face that’s telling me I will definitely come to regret this, but that’s the job!

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    23 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 62

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    Shane Hollander is standing at the door, looking ready to throw a punch. Roz has a hand on Hollander’s shoulder, holding him back. 

    Cliff thinks, Wow. Roz finally pissed off Hollander bad enough it left the rink. 

    or,

    Cliff puts two and two together to make five. Obviously, Roz had a threesome with Hollander and Rose Landry.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    “Holy shit—wait a second!” The TD Garden arena commentator’s voice suddenly cut through the speakers. “Is that actually Hollander?”

    A wave of murmurs spread through the audience. People in the nearby rows started to turn around, craning their necks. Shane sank lower in his seat, but it was already too late.

    “Why is he at a Boston game? Sitting in the stands?”

    Now the entire arena seemed to be buzzing.

    Fans pointed toward his section. Phones came out. Even a few players on the ice glanced up at the screen. There was no point hiding anymore. With a resigned sigh, Shane pushed his hood down and gave the camera a small, awkward wave.

    “Well, that’s certainly unusual,” the commentator laughed.

    Down on the ice, Rozanov was standing motionless by the boards, staring up at the jumbotron, which was still broadcasting the live feed of Shane’s face in the crowd.

    Shane tried a smirk, and could almost see Rozanov’s mouth drop open before Marleau smacked him in the back of the helmet with his glove.

    -

    Or, Shane visits one of Boston's home games, and gets caught in a look-a-like cam. Ilya gets excited.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    Ilya has been patiently waiting for Shane to realize he wants to give up control. When Shane sweetly suggests that Ilya take more of it ~outside the bedroom~ Ilya finally allows himself to lean into the desires he’s been holding back since that night in Vegas.

    Or

    Shane and Ilya negotiate and explore a power dynamic

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    18 Apr 2026

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    Shane finally takes it upon himself to get Ilya to quit smoking. (completely and for real this time) Shane’s not the most convincing person on the planet, but he does know how to speak Ilya's language and that language involves his body. He just hopes he can be more addictive than cigarettes.
    “I had an idea, though. An idea you might like…you might also hate it.”
    Ilya cocked an eyebrow, “Okay?”
    “What if, if you really need a cigarette, instead, you use your favourite distraction?”
    Ilya scrunched up his face, “What is my favourite distraction?”
    “Me…I mean…I thought…right?” Shane instantly second-guessed himself and got embarrassed.
    Ilya had a beaming smile, “Yes, you are very good distraction, definitely my favourite.” Ilya brushed a hand against Shane’s cheek and gave him a quick peck on the lips.
    Shane beamed at the gesture, “So instead of smoking…if you’re craving a cigarette, instead you can do anything to me you want.”
    “Anything I want?” Ilya's eyes widened at the notion.
    “Anything you want, but if you fail and you do have a smoke…then you don’t get me at all.”
     
    Or: Shane uses sex to make Ilya quit smoking

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    16 Apr 2026

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    It looks ugly, but it’s clean
    Oh momma, don’t fuss over me.

    5 times Shane (and family) care for Ilya and the 1 time Ilya takes care of Shane.

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    Chapters:
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    11 Apr 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 71

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    Sakura’s living arrangements become dangerous when black mold takes over his apartment and causes his suppressants to fail, catapulting him into the worst heat of his life.

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    7,169

    08 Apr 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 42

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    Shane hated press conferences. He hated the noise, the lights, the attention, the inane questions that danced around truth and turned hockey- the one thing in the world that came naturally to him- into some foreign concept he was expected to dissect like an analyst. He especially hated press conferences because he was good at them. He was good at giving the shiny, pre-approved, stock answers with just enough earnestness to have people kind of buy them. He was good at being inoffensively charming and nice and, well, Canadian. Or at least he had been. Back when he was the unproblematic golden boy and not the deviant who stuck his tongue down the throats of his opponents and maybe tripped on purpose to help his boyfriend win a playoff game.

    Shane and Ilya attend their first press conference as Centaurs - Shane is dreading it but Ilya is ready to jump in and help.

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    06 Apr 2026

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