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Dean and Sam go to Pennsylvania to help their pregnant (and Amish) Aunt Naomi. Dean thinks of it as an opportunity to get some fresh air, and to put some distance between them and John. While Sam takes everything a little too seriously, or maybe just seriously enough. The trip unearths some trauma that was never dealt with (thanks John), but they'll get through it! Right?
"I mean,” Dean’s throat felt tight, “You could always ask me.”
“But you were four when she died, so you probably don’t remember much either,” Sam said matter-of-factly, and Dean felt the burn of anger and grief in his gut. He knew enough about his mom to mourn her, but not enough to celebrate the life she had. He had loved her hard enough to feel her loss, but he didn’t remember loving her like he loved Sam. He was too young to understand who she was, and she died too young to understand who he would become. Dean’s legs felt weak, but he knew Sam wanted him to say something encouraging.
“Sammy, I-"