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Sniper's terrified of losing the one person he has in his life. It turns out there's a convenient solution to that: just make sure he has no way out, and the rest will follow.
Scout wakes up in a van he knows all too well, loopy and hungover, and Sniper's waiting for him.
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Or: Learning to live with claustrophobia in small spaces
Or: Making the best of assisted living
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Bookmarked by Freakollo
15 Dec 2024
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Oh my gosh the things that Scout haves to go though with this guy IS INSANE. This man is going to forget what he even used to look like at this point.
Sniper is a freak... I love stories that makes me feel so conflicted with the characters. Like, make them more human. Of course Sniper is in the wrong, but uou can at least empathise why he is doing it.
Also the panic attacks in these are awesome! Makes me feel that and it's scary- very well made. Hope to see more!
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The two Scout's share a small break with each other during battle, it does not go as planned.
Bookmarked by Freakollo
12 Feb 2025
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I will always enjoy when a Scout interacts with another Scout...
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Darling, The Desert Can't Hear You Scream by Demofan (SwissCheesits)
Fandoms: Team Fortress 2
20 May 2025
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His chest constricts painfully, concaving into itself as if it's being bashed in by a hammer.
Every breath feels that way, at least.
There's a heaviness surrounding him, pinning him down onto the bed and filling his lungs.
It tastes tacky and damp. His air is humid and coiling. It makes him feel sick.
Demoman, if he can even call himself that anymore, opens his mouth; his tongue is sandpaper dry, his throat closed.
Nothing comes out, not even a wheeze.
The humming of lights fills the silence instead, and he imagines that they are a thousand tortured souls screaming with him.
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- Part 1 of The World Stops Turning
Bookmarked by Freakollo
02 Nov 2024
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I KNEW IT, I KNEW IT! I am actually ganna cry, man- I was like, no he did not do it! I know he didn't do it, man. I'm actually so sad... Dude please, please I just don't know anymore. I'm ganna be so sad like crap... Please, I just want things to go back to normal. Oh no please...
Lovely story so far, I am like- considering how much TAVISH/Demoman is my favourite and such- I am actually so freakin' sad for him, I hate how I can feel the chest tightness of all this, I feel him bro. I may sound insane since he's a dang fictional character- but still, this messes me up :-[. Can't wait for new chapters! STAY HOPEFUL TAVISH! DON'T LET THEM SCREW YOU OVER AND GET AWAY WITH IT!
Edit: I forgotten to say this cause I was too emotional- but I freakin' bet it's BLU Demoman, it has to be, please, man! Please, please, please! Please, man... I am going insane just waiting for the new chapters, I wanna stay hopeful bro. Dude, I actually feel so sad oh my gosh, man. I feel so betrayed, I feel like I've just gotten screwed over, man. Oh my gosh please... Please, man... I'm going to tear off my skin. Or! It could be RED Soldier! Oh gosh- they are working together!!!
Edit again: Dude I am not even uh... Looking for "pleasure" reading this, legit all I feel is suffering and feeling like I have nothing but my useless self. This story really made me hecka interested on what's going on, this is damaging mine and Tavish's mental health, bruh. Never have I wanted to choke myself when reading a dang fan-fic. I'm into some horrible things, but I feel so bad for Tavish that I can't even "fulfill" myself to this crap /light-hearted/ /positive/. I just wanna cry. Had to even walk away when reading the latest chapter (8) and walk outside saying how I freakin' knew Jane would never betray Tavish like that, that's not the american way lol. Might get motivated to draw Tavish and Jane hugging eachother. I never thought I'd say this, but gosh dang I need some fluffy stuff right about now.
Edit (9): I hate you, I hate you so much, Dell. I want to scratch my skin off and feel my warm blood slowly boil up and follow down my legs because of gravity. I can't handle this crap, I just want Tavish to be okay.
Not ganna lie, I like what Engineer wanna do and such with Tavish cause I'm a loser and like that uh "teaching a brat their lesson", fine! You have me... But Jesus do I wanna bite your neck and shake you around like a predator does to their pray while you struggle, doing your best to pull and get away. Screw you, I hate myself so much- but I hate you so much.Edit (10): I'm chill, Heavy is nice! Curious to what will happen next. RANDOM!! But when it's Spy's turn, I'm wondering if he'll disguise himself as BLU Soldier? We'll see until then!
Edit (11): Favourite line: "Tavish is gulping down air like alcohol" lol, anyways; Sniper was there? Don't know- poor Tavish... He's getting used up like some sort of invalid. Will he ever go back to Jane the same before? At the Jane part, when calling for Jane: I thought it would be Soldier, and Soldier would be like "He's finally getting used to calling me by my name!" But Tavish is actually calling for *his* Jane, lol.
Edit (12): Scout saying "more sausage and less breast" is perfect lol. Anyways, woohoo Medic!!! Need that man to do horrible things B-]. Think cause read this one fic so now I'm expecting it to be here but obviously I'm delusional- I'm sorry <:-]! I legit wonder if you read this stupid long bookmark? I don't know, story so good I wanna vomit /positive/. When this finish, imma reread the whole fic to relearn everything!... WHERE THE FUDGE IS JANE?? Wondering if he even knows what's going on? Still freakin' out about the uh what happened in uh 8? Please I'm ganna cry :-[. KILLING MYSELF /positive/! Getting sad they all ganna steal Tavish first time everything with being with a dude. Hope Tavish will see Jane again and like... Be loved... Please? "Despite everything, you're still you,"
Edit (13): Oooo love we get to see the other characters uhh reaction with one another! Oh gosh I was screaming and like what the fudge- I'm going insane!! Dude I was freaking out when Medic came like LEAVE ME ALONE!!! I didn't even gatta search the German language to know what he said. I want to kill myself holy shoot.
SAME FOR THE END! I was like "Oh I remember last time! Yay!" And like then all that jazz happened and holy shoot what the fudge did Spy do last time? The kiss? I'll never mor will Tavish ever know, but the thought that he did it let's me know we can't trust Spy. Go figures?
But dang, same Tavish... Screw me though cause I ain't ganna lie, was pretty cute how Spy was doing that smoking part and up until his uh sleepy time! Dang it I hate when horrbile people do hot things. And hii <:-]! Did not expect a response uh- hhh yelled when I seen my name- hewwo-Edit again: THEY KIDNAPPED JANE!!!!
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♫ "It's a Sin" - Pet Shop Boys ♫
A new mercenary has a checkup with everyone's favorite doctor, but he learns more about himself than the doctor does.
[This is technically a self-insert fic buried in so much shame that it's possible to read it as /Reader OR /Original Character so please do what you prefer 👍]
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John, the BLU Soldier, spends every Saturday evening at a bar called The Cowboy's Boot. He has a secret that the rest of his team can never know.
Tavish, the RED Demoman, is a lonely alcoholic looking for a new place to drink, and new people to drink with.
Their meeting with each other is purely coincidental. But before they know it, they've found themselves relying on one another. Tavish is the only person John can trust with his secret. John is the kind of person Tavish had needed in his life.