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    “Worried about me, Hollander?”

    A few months ago, Shane would’ve called him an asshole and left him in this dingy hospital room alone. A few months ago, Shane would’ve rolled his eyes and thrown back a line about wanting to ensure all his patients were looked after and how he had a responsibility, especially to members of his own firehouse. Hell, a few months ago, maybe Shane wouldn’t have even been here in the first place.

    But today, after the scare he’s had and the hours he’s spent really coming to terms with… well, everything, Shane just nods tiredly.

    “I was. I was terrified actually. I haven’t left this hospital since I rolled in doing chest compressions on you because we couldn’t get your sinus rhythm back and your heart stopped.”

    ***

    OR: Ilya Rozanov is Firehouse 17's supposed asshole lieutenant and Shane Hollander is their newest paramedic.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    Ch 7

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    “I can lock anyone down, anytime. Would be no problem for me,” Ilya huffs.
    “Anyone?!”
    “Yes, Bood, anyone. I would bet on it.”
    “Oh now that could be interesting!” Hayes interjects, sitting forward, “would you really bet anything?! Even if we got to pick the person?”
    “Yes, of course. Will be easy for me,” Ilya drawls.
    “It’s a deal,” says Barrett, “we’re confident you won’t be able to win this.”
    Hayes turns his head and points, “and there’s your target, now, Roz!”

    Or, Ilya enters into a bet with his team that he can get Shane Hollander to ask him to be his boyfriend within a month.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    Ch 4

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    Shane would always be yearning for something with a man who didn't want him, wouldn't he? A little positive attention and he'd folded like origami. Pathetic.

    "Stay," Rozanov said. It sounded like pleading. That trick had worked on him, once.

    “Why?" Shane's tone was more biting than he intended. "What do you think is going to happen if I stay? Are you gonna make me a goddamned tuna melt?”

    Rozanov, to his credit, took the words like the blow they were. His eyes widened, then he covered his face with his palms and muttered something in Russian.

    Shane had never seen shame written across those features before.

    In April 2017, Shane Hollander suffers the most painful not-breakup he’ll ever experience. Months later, he's outed. Two years after that, a broken knee ends his career.

    When Rozanov unexpectedly crosses Shane's path four years later, Shane resolves to be courteous yet keep his distance. But Ilya is just as beautiful and charming as he ever was, and he’s determined to give what they'd once shared a second chance. A real chance.

    It's a bad idea. Shane knows it's a bad idea.

    The terrifying thing is that it doesn't feel like one.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Ch 14

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    “Tell me, Ilya,” Svetlana continued, propping her elbow on the table, “what exactly do you think you’re doing?”

    That got his attention. Finally, he glanced at her, his expression unreadable. “Having a drink.”

    “Drooling over a boy—a stripper,” she corrected. “Every night. Like clockwork.”

    5 years ago, Ilya Rozanov inherited his fathers casino.

    Now, he is the most dangerous man in the country.

    Inspired by this fanart 🤭🙏https://x.com/tanglewave/status/2026686370182476074?s=46

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Ch 6

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    Shane is in a post-game interview when his world stops.

    He’s just answered a question about Montreal’s offensive strategy going into the game. Clean passes, avoid penalties, draw defenders wide. It had worked and the Voyagers had beat Colorado soundly, 4-1. Shane had scored two of the goals and assisted on a third.

    Usually, Shane would be eager to boast about the win to Ilya. But ever since their fight- since Ilya told Shane to leave- winning feels hollow. Losing feels better, somehow. As if Shane deserves to lose after being so selfish. Ilya gave up everything for him- his home, his team, and to some extent- his happiness. Hockey. Ilya gave up hockey- good hockey- for Shane.

    A ripple goes through the room of reporters. Shane swears he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘crash’. But no one is paying attention to him anymore.

    “What’s going on?” he asks into the microphone, feeling strange at the role reversal. Usually, he’s the one being asked questions.

    No one answers. And this time he knows that he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘Centaurs’.

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    Shane rushes to Ilya after the almost plane crash. Their secret is no longer a secret.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Ch 11

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    “Well,” the man said after it was clear Ilya wasn’t going to explain himself, “you don’t exactly blend in either.”

    A small laugh escaped his lips. “Ah. No, I do not.”

    The man smiled faintly, almost sheepish this time, like he was amused by his own boldness.

    “I’m curious,” he said. Eyes lifting to meet Ilya’s through his lashes. “Do you always walk up to strangers and scold them, or am I special?”

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    Shane Hollander is a honeypot assassin, chosen to target and report back on known Russian Mafia leader Ilya Rozanov. He must gain his trust, get as close as possible, and if the time comes, take out his mark.

    Ilya Rozanov knows there is something off about the new boy who came into his club. He's too clean, too perceptive, too... boring. So why does he keep finding himself drawn to him whenever he gets close?

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Ch 8

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    Shane groaned and walked to the living room where he dropped down in the armchair beside the couch. “No, it’s not a crisis.” He glared at Jackie. “There’s a guy in our lecture that keeps looking at me, but when I make eye contact with him, he just smirks and looks away.”

    “You didn’t tell me he was smirking, Shane!” Jackie gasped from her spot on the arm of the couch. “Oh, he totally wants you!”

    Shane glared at her, “Again, no he doesn’t. Looking at me and smirking when we make eye contact does not mean he wants me.”

    “Yes, it does,” J.J. and Hayden chimed in at the exact same time. They both chuckled and glanced at each other before fist-bumping.

    “Whatever,” Shane stood, “I’m not talking about this anymore. I have work to do on that research paper for lab on Friday. Jackie?”

    --

    OR: Shane is a university student who keeps catching his classmate staring at him during lecture. Of course he's in denial about what that means.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Ch 16

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    "So this is your plan?" Ilya looked up, his voice dripping with contempt. "You want to buy me a dog so I stop biting?"

    Or: Shane expects to be a punching bag for a cruel alpha. Poor omega has no idea that he's actually about to be loved.

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    27 May 2026

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    Ch 15

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    There was a time when the Hollander and Rozanov Mafia families were allies.

    Their sons, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov grew up together with summer parties, long afternoons by the pool, and a rivalry that always felt like friendship. Shane Hollander was the quiet boy who everyone expected too much from. Ilya Rozanov was the son everyone feared and admired.
    Shane had been in love with him for years.

    Ilya never noticed.

    After five years apart at boarding schools, they meet again in Milan and discover that the boys they once were have become very different men.

    What begins as attraction turns into a secret relationship that lasts for years, hidden from powerful families who would never approve.
    Then tragedy strikes.

    When Hayden Hollander kills Andrei Rozanov, a brutal feud ignites between the two families, forcing Shane and Ilya onto opposite sides of a war neither of them wanted.

    Their fathers already have plans for them.

    Arranged marriages.
    Political alliances.
    A future where they are expected to forget each other entirely.

    But walking away might be the one thing neither of them can do.

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    26 May 2026

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    Ch 13

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    Alpha Ilya bites omega Shane as a kid and then becomes obsessed, both boys have to keep the bond if they want an a shot at making it into the NHL

    But after meeting again at 17 Ilya becomes Shane’s stalker.

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    14 May 2026

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    Ch 4

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov, the two biggest rivals in the NHL, became an unexpected, inseparable duo during the All-Star Weekend. From morning hotel breakfasts to midnight drinks at the bar, they were just... always. together. Attached by the hip.

    So imagine Shane’s crashout when, as soon as the whistle blew at the All-Star Game, his friend-not-friend, Ilya, left the ice, left Tampa, without even saying goodbye. They didn’t even exchange numbers.

    Out of spite, Shane goes on a rampage on Ilya’s home ice. He gets wasted for the first time in his life in Boston. Then he passes out drunk in Ilya’s arms.

    To his luck or lack of it, he wakes up with a throbbing headache in Ilya’s bedroom and finds him in the kitchen preparing a hangover soup.

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    11 May 2026

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    Ch 1

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    Shane Hollander is a science student who needs a humanities credit.

    Professor Rozanov is the cold, terrifying Russian lit professor who teaches the only class that fits his schedule.

    What can possibly go wrong?

    Between office hours, forbidden attraction, and secrets... neither of them expected that this semester might just ruin everything—in the best possible way.

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    English is not my fist language so feel free to correct me! ♡

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    02 May 2026

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    Ch 20

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    Shane Hollander became a lawyer to uncover the truth, fight for justice, and do the right thing. Defending a notorious Boston crime boss was never part of the plan.

    But when his best friend, and managing partner, asks for a favor, Shane reluctantly takes the case. His new client comes with a long list of charges, a dangerous reputation, and a very hands-on approach to his defense. He wants a say in everything… and he refuses to stay at arm’s length.

    The tension between them is undeniable, and the line between hatred and attraction is getting dangerously thin. What starts as constant arguments and late-night strategy sessions quickly turns into something far more complicated and much more dangerous. As agencies close in and stakes get even higher, Shane is forced to reevaluate everything he once believed in.

    Law school teaches you two important rules: never ask a question you don’t want answered… and never, ever sleep with your client.

    Shane might be about to break both.

     

    Title from "Red Right Hand" by Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds

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    01 May 2026

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    Ch 10

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    Shane Hollander needs housing.
    Ilya Rozanov needs to improve his reputation.
    A fake engagement solves both problems.

    OR: Professors Shane and Ilya fake an engagement, but end up with some very real feelings

    New chapter posted every Monday.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    Ch 17

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    Shane Hollander is the sole Omega within the NHL. He’s been running from his own instincts since the moment he first presented and lives his life akin to that of a Beta; scentless, never nesting, and without a heat cycle. Any failure to conform to these ideals would result in being outcast from his peers and by the league altogether.

    Ilya is the only Alpha in ice hockey that plays without the use of suppressants. He lives his life purely driven by instinct, running from the ghosts of those attempting to control him. Unbeknownst to Shane, he’s also the only person that can smell the Omega, and the scent is steadily driving the Alpha insane.

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    19 Apr 2026

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    Ch 13

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    5 times people believed Shane is trapped in an abusive marriage and the 1 time Shane sets the record straight ft. misunderstandings, good intentions and a bisexual Russian menace who loves his boring Canadian husband

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    16 Apr 2026

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    Ch 5

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    “Holy shit—wait a second!” The TD Garden arena commentator’s voice suddenly cut through the speakers. “Is that actually Hollander?”

    A wave of murmurs spread through the audience. People in the nearby rows started to turn around, craning their necks. Shane sank lower in his seat, but it was already too late.

    “Why is he at a Boston game? Sitting in the stands?”

    Now the entire arena seemed to be buzzing.

    Fans pointed toward his section. Phones came out. Even a few players on the ice glanced up at the screen. There was no point hiding anymore. With a resigned sigh, Shane pushed his hood down and gave the camera a small, awkward wave.

    “Well, that’s certainly unusual,” the commentator laughed.

    Down on the ice, Rozanov was standing motionless by the boards, staring up at the jumbotron, which was still broadcasting the live feed of Shane’s face in the crowd.

    Shane tried a smirk, and could almost see Rozanov’s mouth drop open before Marleau smacked him in the back of the helmet with his glove.

    -

    Or, Shane visits one of Boston's home games, and gets caught in a look-a-like cam. Ilya gets excited.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    Ch 3

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    Mystery Work

    Part of AZRAELRIEGO
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    05 Apr 2026

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    Ch 27

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    Ilya Rozanov is the star college hockey player at Boston University. He's in his sophomore year, has just been announced as the Captain for the upcoming 2008-2009 season -- life is great.

    Shane Hollander is a freshman, living in a dorm room with Hayden Pike and going to all of his classes. He studies at the library, listens to Hayden's ramblings about his fraternity, gets coffee with his childhood best friend Rose, and signs up to be a tutor for the hockey team.

    Love persists in all their universes.

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    “I don’t think you’re supposed to smoke on campus.” Shane mutters, glancing up at the cigarette, then back at the guy’s eyes.

    The guy snorts.

    “Da. Good thing we are not on campus. I am Ilya.” He holds out his hand.

    Shane eyes it, then slowly reaches out with his own. He could smell vodka? on the guy’s breath. Some sort of alcohol, at least. He wasn’t super familiar with the assortments.

    But, he doesn't want to be rude. That was one thing he wasn’t.

    “Il-ya,” he says, “My name is Shane.”

    “Shane.” Ilya repeats.

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    25 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ch 14

  20. Public Bookmark 50

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    Shane Hollander has been investigating the Rozanov family for four months. He thinks he's close to a story.
    He doesn't know the story has already found him.

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    23 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ch 16

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