Fangirl_Shrieks
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Controlled Contact Is Still Contact by Fangirl_Shrieks
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jun 2026
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Rozanov pins Shane down, fucks into him like he almost hates him, gets a hand around his cock, rough and deliberate, and says it low against his ear—go ahead, try it. Say her name one more time, I fucking dare you—and Shane opens his mouth and sobs into the pillow and nothing else comes out. Just tears and the blood under his nails from Rozanov's back. Then he finds the angle he's been finding since Nashville, and the name is gone entirely.
That's also, more or less, the point.
Shane hates him for that. He hates him the way you hate something that keeps being right about you.
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Or: Shane spends nine years building a structure so airtight it functions as a personality, and Ilya Rozanov spends nine years being the single thing that doesn't fit inside it.
Featuring crazy situationship sex, the complications of sometimes being a terrible person, and one unhinged fixation on Svetlana Vetrova, 31 photos deep, that was never about Svetlana Vetrova.
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- Part 2 of Boys Will Be Boys
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Reward Is Always Measured Backwards by Fangirl_Shrieks
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jun 2026
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The rules of the sex interview were not explained because the rules were the point. The room needed to see the specific heterosexual performance that proved you were the right kind of boy—the kind who had done the expected things and would keep doing them and had nothing to hide.
Shane had the girl ready. He’d built her in the shower a week ago, just in case.
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Or: Shane learns, in order, how to skate, how to perform, how to survive a room, and how to want something he will not name for years. Featuring minor hockey, the OHL, one fabricated girl named Jess, and eleven pages of notes on one Ilya Rozanov, who he has never met. Yet.
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- Part 1 of Boys Will Be Boys
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Something Borrowed / Something Blew by Fangirl_Shrieks
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 May 2026
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Shane is in the front pew. His face is—Ilya does not have words for what Shane's face is doing. He has seen Shane angry and afraid and exhausted and soft and undone. He has never seen this: living at the very bottom of a person, surfacing only when every single thing above it has given way.
This is what it looks like when Shane has nothing left to manage.
Ilya reaches for him.
His hand passes through air.
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Or: Ilya Rozanov turns the same age his mother was when she died. Featuring strange dreams, tarot readings, and a woman with her back to him who keeps appearing where she shouldn’t.
A man who spent twenty years preparing to die, and one husband who refuses to let him.
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The Discipline Of It by Fangirl_Shrieks
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Apr 2026
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Shane was fourteen the first time a number felt like safety.
The nutritionist worked out of an office in Kanata, framed certificates, a calm voice, laminated charts with columns. She explained it simply: fuel in, output required, timing of each. She said it was a starting point.
Shane took notes in the margins the way he took notes on everything—completely, past what was required. Yuna had found the nutritionist herself, sat beside him, and took notes too.
Like mother, like son.
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Or: Shane’s system works until it doesn’t; Ilya notices first.
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Spit Over the Shoulder by Fangirl_Shrieks
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Apr 2026
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"You feel it," Ilya murmurs. It's not a question. His voice has changed—lower, rougher at the edges, something careful stripped away.
Shane feels it on every movement. Smooth where Ilya's skin is warm. Hard in a different way. Unmistakable, and he knows exactly what it is before his brain has finished the thought.
The ring.
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Or: Ilya and Shane’s wedding night. Shane turns out to like their marital rings a little too much, and plenty of pillow talk after.
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Boys Will Be Boys by Fangirl_Shrieks
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander spends twenty years learning to survive masculinity. This is the record of what it takes from him.
Three parts, covering minor hockey through the outing: the system, the performance, the collapse. And Ilya Rozanov, who was there through all of it.- Words:
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“Good,” Ilya praised, his voice thick. “So good for me. Taking my hand so well.”
Then with a final careful twist, he pressed his thumb alongside the four fingers, curling his whole hand into a loose fist. He began to push.
The sound Shane made was inhuman–a guttural, choked scream.
(or, Shane's boyfriend doesn't make him cum. Ilya needs to fix that)
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- Part 21 of Crashing out over Hollanov
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Shane makes some changes to protect his privacy. People notice.
*5+1 of Shane establishing his boundaries. AU where Shane and Ilya were never caught at the cottage. -
sweet tooth by ninzied
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
06 Jul 2026
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“This is Ilya. Rozanov,” Shane tells the nurse, maybe a little bit louder than necessary. “He’s my teammate. Not anything else.”
Ilya frowns again. His husband is acting very strangely.
“Sure, Mr. Hollander,” the nurse says, giving Ilya a wink. “Don’t worry. Your secret is safe with me.”
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Shane gets some dental work done and forgets he and Ilya are already out. He tries to convince everyone they’re not actually married. He does a pretty terrible job.
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I hate that I saw you again last night. You were with somebody and so was I.
Met you in the bathroom at 12:05 and I fucked you again.Or: Ilya sees Shane playing the perfect boyfriend on the dance floor. Shane sees Ilya kissing a stranger.
They end up trapped inside a locked restroom, destoying whatever control they had left.
It's dirty, it's punishing and it leaves a bruise much deeper than the ones on Shane's neck. -
just not that into you by nightrose
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 Jul 2026
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"I have an idea," Shane says, out of nowhere, which is how most of the best sexual experiences of Ilya's entire life have started.
Ilya isn't really in the mood to try something new. He's feeling mopey and sorry for himself and his broken dick and he doesn't want to let himself and Shane down, again. He was already depressed, anyways, and he doesn't know how many more failures he can take. But Shane looks so bright and hopeful and excited, like he's come up with a thrilling little secret, and Ilya can never say no to him when he makes that particular face. "Go on."
"I know you don't want to have sex because you feel bad that you can't get hard. But. What if you made me feel bad instead?"
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Ilya has sexual side effects from his SSRIs. Shane wonders if a little roleplay can make him feel better.