15 Bookmarks by FandomTrashEm
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You’re not running on three hours of sleep.
You don’t have a headache.
You’re not an omega.
You’re Louis Tomlinson: Beta.
Louis has been pretending to be something he's not for as long as he can remember. Will the pack find out before it's too late to fix him?
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- Part 1 of Big White Lie
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- English
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- 263,182
- Chapters:
- 78/78
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- 4
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16 Mar 2025
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with the blade, comes so much. zayn is falling, but liam (eventually) picks him up. (trigger warning for semi-graphic depictions of self-harm)
(reboot/rewrite is on the way!)
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29 May 2022
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“Niall what’s your favorite feature?” The interviewer asked, leaning forward slightly in her seat.
My scars, Niall didn’t reply. It’s not like he could just say that, after all.
(Or the one where Niall explains why he is not ashamed of his illness)THIS IS MASSIVELY TRIGGERING. I AM ABSOLUTELY BEGGING YOU NOT TO READ THIS IF YOU COULD IN ANY WAY SHAPE OR FORM BE HARMED OR GET ANY IDEAS BY THE INCREDIBLY SERIOUS THINGS I AM DISCUSSING. I WILL TAKE THIS DOWN IF I THINK IT IS TOO TRIGGERING.
PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVE EVEN THE FAINTEST POSSIBILITY OF BEING TRIGGEREDBookmarked by FandomTrashEm
29 May 2022
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You Are The Ocean, and You're Pulling Me Back by Cup_of_Lou
Fandoms: One Direction (Band)
27 Dec 2013
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I found that the
sadness was growing,
and it seemed to come out
over silly little things
like the rain.
Or burnt toast
at seven in the morning.
And even missed calls,
on sunny warm days,
and those things
summoned the monster
that had made its home
in my soul.(AU Where the gang is in a mental hosptial and Harry thinks that Louis may be the sunshine to pull him out of the clouds.)
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29 May 2022
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"Are you dead?" Harry asked assuming he was talking to a ghost or possessed body.
"No," the boy whimpered and Harry realized that hit a nerve. "I wish I was."
"No you don't," Harry frowned. "You can't wish that, there's a lot to life that you don't even know and-"
"I kill anyone I touch. How much more to life can I look forward to?"
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Louis kills anyone he touches. Even if he loves them.
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29 May 2022
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You never stop cutting. Not really. You can avoid the seductive call of the blade for six years but then one day, you see the steely glint of a silvery blade and your muscles tense and then you're back to where you were six years ago. Just as lost, just as sick and still not willing to be found. But then you came and found me and held me and never let me go.
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29 May 2022
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Dying for a Dream by JamieJam93
Fandoms: One Direction, Larry Stylinson - Fandom, louis tomlinson/harry styles - Fandom
31 Dec 2014
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14-year-old Louis has a fantasy world in his head; one where he and 15-year-old, popular kid Harry Styles are in love. Although he knows the likelihood of his dream world becoming a reality is slim, he finds himself on a dangerous path, trying to get the boy he's been head-over-heels for since he first laid eyes on him to fall in love with him.
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29 May 2022
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Something was missing. And Niall knew the three alphas felt it too. He coulnd't name it, he had everything he could ever dream of, three amazing alphas and partners, a succesfull carrer, great friends and family... so why did it feel like he was still looking for something?
Needing to run away from his past, Louis took a plane to LA when he was just 15 with his best friend Tom. He had convinced himself he wasn't good enough to be part of a pack
And then, they met.
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- English
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- 154,627
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- 42/45
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28 May 2022
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In a world where one was either an Alpha or an Omega wolf, Louis found himself in a body that could be neither. Born an Omega without the expected characteristics of one, he felt broken, choosing to live as Alpha a lifestyle as he could. Harboring a serious lack of respect for Alphas and their authority complexes, Louis managed to get himself banished from his home, forced to wander the unforgiving woods for years, facing the elements and fighting enemy rogues each time they arose.
Unbeknownst to Louis, in a tribe to the southwest of his home, there lived a dysfunctional Alpha, the orphaned pack leader Harry, who had never felt satisfied enough with anyone to settle down and continue his royal line. Living their lives apart thus far, the both of them assumed that they might be alone forever, making the best of things despite this even though it hurt.
Chance, luck, or maybe fate brings Louis to this tribe when he’d least expected to receive kindness and shelter from a stranger, and when he arrives, something in his soul pulls him to Harry like a raging river current. The two don’t get off to a good start, but everyone around them can sense the chemistry—and in time they do too.
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- English
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- 212,387
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- 24/24
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10 Jun 2021
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Louis’ unwavering faith in the promise of being with Zayn often leads him around blindly, but he doesn’t seem to mind, as long as he truly believes that he’ll get what he wants in the end.
Besides, it’s not like Louis hasn’t talked to Zayn outside of Facebook or anything. He’s not totally crazy. -
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Werewolf AU 'cause there aren't enough already :)
“No, Liam! How many times do I have to… before you finally… NO WAY … a rogue in our pack?… cannot trust him … don’t care to know him … have enough members to worry about.”
He hears more indistinct shouts before he hears pretty clearly: “His own pack didn’t want him!”
Sitting here, his precious bag between his feet and everyone in the room looking at him, some with pity, some with disdain, some with curiosity, Louis feels like someone squeezed his heart in their hands and isn’t letting it go. He wills his head to stay up high and his posture to stay confident. He will not flee the room. He will not let that stupid lump in his throat get the better of him. He will stay here until Liam returns. He will take the rejection in stride and move on. Like he’s been doing all his life."
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Louis is a rogue Omega who's suffered through rejection and abuse for the biggest part of his life. He stumbles onto the Styles pack, quite possibly the kindest one he's ever met.
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"His wrist almost numb, Louis practically dissolves into the pillow, panting and guilty as can be, his belly splattered with his own come. He wipes himself off with a tissue and rolls over, only vaguely satisfied. And he thinks of how Harry might have actually done it – he might have actually ruined Louis, rendered him incapable of wanting anyone else...anything else.
And how terribly smug he would be if he knew."/// or, the daddy!kink dom/sub au nobody asked for.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 189,629
- Chapters:
- 21/?
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11 Jun 2020
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“Can you shut up, for once?” Styles asks, and Louis’ eyes widen in shock. He opens his mouth, and Styles can tell he’s going to start yelling again about something absurd that Styles really doesn’t want to listen to. Professor Styles keeps talking instead, not giving Louis the chance to yell. “How…. how do you go from flirting with me in the middle of class to these annoying outbursts of anger? Can’t you just, can’t you just…” Fuck it.
He leans in, and molds his lips against Louis’ open mouth. The wind gets knocked out of him when their lips finally meet, and he can finally feel Louis’ softness against his own lips. His hands reach up to cup Louis’ face, as Louis leans closer to Styles and he finally relaxes into Styles’ embrace. Styles doesn’t deepen the kiss, instead he pulls away and ghosts his lips across Louis’ while he comprehends what he just did fully. Fuck.- Language:
- English
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- 70,478
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- 19/19
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- 266
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08 Jun 2020
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Green… yellow… red. Red! RED!!!
Some people were born Dominant and others submissive. Sixteen year old Louis Tomlinson was a submissive and was proud to be so… until he was forced to his knees for the first time. The man before him was every subs nightmare, an abusive Dom, the kind who didn’t believe in the colour ‘red’ unless it was in the form of blood.
There were others, but Louis was the ‘favourite’ and he was the one the Dom liked to ‘play with’ the most. In fact, when the rescue team arrived, Louis was the one currently providing ‘service’ to the Dom.
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Louis, Zayn and Niall are abused subs. Liam Payne is their devoted new Guidance Counsellor who just wants to make Niall smile and hear Zayn speak. As for Louis, he knows his guidance won’t be enough to help the boy heal. No, Louis Tomlinson needs something very special and very specific. He needs Harry Styles.
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Mine. Harry doesn’t understand what does it, maybe the high-pitched, but oddly hesitant voice or the soft pads of his dainty hand over his own rough one, but abruptly, an electric jolt runs up his spine and instinctively, he inhales deeply through his nose. The rich, sweet scent spreads through his blood like wildfire and the feral, caged part in him snaps.
...or, Louis is a pretty Omega who can't see & Harry's an Alpha who wants to be his eyes.