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“Where are you going?” Troy asks.
Ilya rolls his eyes, “Taking a piss. Why? You want to come?”
Three steps later the plane falls from beneath him.
He knows when his head smacks the ceiling: They’re going to crash.Or
Ilya is standing when the plane drops. When he's taken to the hospital Shane has to figure out what he's willing to do to be with him.ON HIATUS
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“I don’t know what happened at your appointment that made you so upset, but I’m not going to stand here and let you keep punching the fucking tree. What kind of husband would leave their partner alone to hurt themselves?”
“One who knows how to listen.”
“Fuck you. What would you do if it was me?”
Ilya shakes his head. As if Shane would ever let himself lose control like this.
“What, would, you, do?”
“It doesn’t matter because it would never be you. You are not pathetic like I am.”
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Ilya snaps after a bad day and Shane is the only thing that can calm him down.
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- Part 3 of ⟡ sad Ilya ⟡
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“I don’t need to see a doctor. I am fine. You’re worrying for nothing. Let’s just go to sleep.”
Go to sleep? Shane huffs, Ilya thought it was fine. It didn’t matter if he was in pain or danger? They should just move on? As if.
“It’s not nothing. I’m worried about your health. Which you don’t seem to care about! Tell me one reason that I shouldn’t be worried!”
“Because I didn’t take them.”
“What?”
“I threw the bottles away when you left. Happy?”
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Ilya doesn’t keep pills in his house and Shane finds out why.Series
- Part 2 of ⟡ sad Ilya ⟡
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“Rozanov, did you hear me?”
“What?” His accent is thicker than usual.
“I said, I don’t know if it’s worth jumping over.”
Ilya almost laughs. They know each other’s bodies more than anything else, and yet ... Shane can see that there is something wrong in him tonight. Is it written on his face the same way it’s in his genes?
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An exploration of what Ilya was doing on the roof in Vegas.Series
- Part 1 of ⟡ sad Ilya ⟡
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“I’ll wait for you over there Daddy Lou,” Claudia flashes her signature blinding smile and skips over to wait at their usual table.
Bricktop watches her go fondly, “I swear she's got her mother’s smile. Don’t know where she gets all that cheek though.”
Louis chuckles, “I can tell ‘ya she ain’t get it from me.”
He hadn’t expected to be a father at 22, especially not to a kid that wasn’t biologically his own. Lily had been his best friend and when she passed, leaving Claudia behind with no other family in sight, what else was he supposed to do? Leave her baby to the wolves? But now, ten years on, he can’t imagine his life any other way.Or
Louis has been raising Lily and Lestat’s daughter as his own, but what’s going to happen when Lestat finds out and decides he wants to be involved?
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Not Alone by ICarryDeathOnMyWings
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jun 2026
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Shane decided it was time to call in reinforcements. Ilya’s depression wasn’t a secret anymore. It had taken time but slowly he opened up to the team, and eventually the public, about his mental health struggles. It was important to him to fight the stigma, to show that everyone needed help sometimes, to talk openly about going to therapy and taking medications. Shane was so proud of him. It was a long road to get where they were, both Ilya and Shane struggled, but they were doing their best. They were on a team that supported them unconditionally and loved each other like family.
That’s why he called Harris.
Or: Shane is away in the States to do brand shoots and it happens to coincide with the worst depressive episode has had in years. Thousands on miles away and feeling powerless, Shane does the only thing he can think of: call the Centaurs to check on Ilya. What follows is a week of Shane and Ilya's front door revolving as the Cens come through in the only way they know how; with unconditional love and support.
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11 Jun 2026
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Marleau has no clue how to help Roz, but when he sees him struggling after his Montreal girl dumps him, he knows he’s going to have to figure it out. Whether Roz wants him to or not.
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Ilya very much does not want to be helped right now, but thankfully for Ilya, Cliff is not asking his opinion on the matter.
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05 Jun 2026
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5 times when Shane realized how smart Ilya is + 1 time when the world did too by scriptiodaemon (alwaysindoubts)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
23 May 2026
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Everybody thinks hockey players are stupid. Having an accent certainly doesn’t help.
Ilya Rozanov never bothered correcting people, but it wasn’t his job to fit their expectations either.
He wasn’t hiding it, it just wasn’t important, and he wasn’t the type to show off (oh, Shane would laugh at that, but for this specific aspect it was true).It just never came up. Until it did.
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- Part 2 of smart cookie Ilya
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01 Jun 2026
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“Oh, fuck you. Sorry I still want to win cups instead of smoking weed with my teammates between losses,” Shane argued.
The words seemed to drain the rest of the fight out of Ilya. He didn’t know what he was doing anymore, what they were fighting about anymore. All he knew was that it felt like the fears he’d spent the last few months convincing himself were unfounded were unfolding in front of him in real time.
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A look at how Ilya struggled with his move to Ottawa and an alternate ending to the Boxing Day fight.
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22 May 2026
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I Will Be Better In the Morning by newpseudnewfandomsnoregerts (Winshieldwipernoises)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 May 2026
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Please take the tags seriously. This is a pretty indepth fic when it comes to some of the more triggering topic.
Ilya has bad days. Or maybe bad days have Ilya.
And when bad days strike, there's the dreaded Safety Plan. The thing he is determined not to need.
Until he does.Or: Shane Hollander is determined to make depression his bitch. Weapon of choice? Unconditional love.
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- Part 3 of Hollanov One Shots
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22 May 2026