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    "Steve was good," Bucky tells her, but even as he says it, it doesn't sound true.

    Yelena can tell, too. "As good as he was in the Void?" she asks.

    "That wasn't him." Bucky shakes his head and looks down at the sandwich clenched in his metal hand. He had nightmares again for weeks after that. "Steve was... he was my best friend. He was my family."

    Yelena closes one eye and squints at him. “Family like the wife or family like the brother?”

    Bucky makes a face and shoves her so hard she cackles and drops the pickle slice she was about to put in her mouth.

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    AKA: Bucky and Steve reunite when a space war breaks out and the Avengers are pulled in.

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    25 May 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 3

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    Sometimes it doesn’t even feel like they’re running.

    They’ll walk side by side or Kili will lead for Fili to follow, his stronger boots more suited to route-finding than Fili’s. The stories don’t stop even then, Kili turning to smile back over his shoulder and making Fili’s chest ache with something that he doesn’t know the name for.

    They take bearings and frown at the map with their heads crowded together, and there are moments that Fili wonders if it could always be this way, if they could just keep on putting one foot in front of the other and walking and walking through the nights and the winter and the war; because with Kili rubbing sleep from his eyes with his fist, leaving his stories woven in the forests behind them like a breadcrumb trail, dragging the heavy coat across their exhausted bodies as they press together to keep warm through the breaking dawn, it feels like the simplest thing in the world, and Fili isn’t sure that he wants anything more.

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    08 Oct 2023

  3. Public Bookmark 1

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    Flashback to December 2009.

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    07 Oct 2023

  4. Public Bookmark 13

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    Sometimes I lie awake at night, and I ask, “Why me?” Then a voice answers, “Nothing personal... your name just happened to come up.”
    Set immediately after “Fuck me, I’m Irish”, things are looking quite good for Aidan and Dean, but it never stays that way, does it?

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    Chapters:
    16/16
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    59
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    05 Oct 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 37

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    AU. Aidan has an agent who handles his appointments. He gets paid by the hour and he would never sell his ass on the street. (Again.) He’s had sex with a lot of men. He’s good looking, he can hold a conversation and doesn’t do drugs. His best friend is a Drag Queen and he can afford to live in one of the most exciting cities in the world.
    Sounds grand, so far, doesn’t it?
    His life was brilliant, actually, until he met Dean…
    He’s a prostitute and he may kiss on the mouth, but he would never, ever, ever fall in love with a client!

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    Chapters:
    11/11
    Collections:
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    04 Oct 2023

  6. Public Bookmark 58

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    Dean O'Gorman is a psychic who can tell things about a person or object simply by touch. Aidan Turner is a gifted forensics officer proud of his deductive skills. Sparks fly when Dean is called in to help solve a crafty serial killer's spree.

     

    Note: Rating will be upped to Explicit... eventually.

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    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
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    01 Oct 2023

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    24 Apr 2023

  8. Public Bookmark 37

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    He doesn’t even know his name. He knows he’s beautiful, that he laughs easily and he smokes too many cigarettes and he’s from a town in Ireland with nothing but green grass. He knows he doesn’t mind the cold, that he hardly ever reads, and he’s partial to coffee served black.

    One day he’ll ask, but by the time spring rolls around and the locks begin to fill again, he’s gone.

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    01 Mar 2023

  9. Public Bookmark 33

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    What if Mitchell didn't die but was banished instead, what if Anders didn't stay in New Zealand after the Gaia episode? What if god and vampire met? Love (and hot sex) ensues, but how can it be happily ever after when Mitchell is still consumed by bloodlust and Anders is the selfish prick he's always been, especially when a malign figure from Mitchell's past turns up, determined to make him her partner in crime again.

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    Chapters:
    36/?
    Comments:
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    01 Mar 2023

  10. Public Bookmark 25

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    Anders is pissed off in a rain-soaked Bristol... and then he ducks into The Bag O'Nails.

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    Comments:
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    27 Feb 2023

  11. Public Bookmark 2

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    It isn’t a conscious decision, the way he misses Aidan. It’s elemental, written into the chemistry of his bones like it’s been there all along, as if somehow it was inevitable and his body had always known that he would one day feel this way.
     

     

    This is an alternative ending for What The Water Gave Me, and can be considered a direct replacement for Chapter 28.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    09 Feb 2023

  12. Public Bookmark 39

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    Dean is torn apart by the loss of his love. As his life falls apart around him, he embarks on a favour for a friend that will change him forever.

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    Chapters:
    28/28
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
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    6,741

    09 Feb 2023

  13. Public Bookmark 13

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    He thought that it was a love story. He realizes that maybe it's a ghost story.

    "I thought that it was a story about war."

    "That too."

    "Do they fall back in love?"

    "They never fell out of it."

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    1,058

    02 Feb 2023

  14. Public Bookmark 10

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    Aidan heard a myth once. Seven years to replace all the cells in the human body. He frowns at his hands and wonders if that equates to him never having touched Dean at all. How can it be fair that if no part of his body knows him now like Aidan knew him then, that it still hurts as much as it does?

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    Hits:
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    02 Feb 2022

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    You are my epilogue,
    my prologue,
    and every chapter that exists in between.

    Everybody, sit down.

    I have a story to tell.

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    11 Apr 2021

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    “Ahh,” Scarlett says, the phone rustling as she presumably gets into bed. Chris can hear Romain murmuring in the background, and Scarlett shushes him. The time difference is putting a real strain on their chats; he still can’t believe she lives in Paris now. “Is your biological clock ticking?”

    “What?”

    “I know men like you,” Scarlett says. “You have a little timer inside of you that winds down until you must mate and marry and make babies!” She makes a humming noise. “I don’t get it, either. What’s the rush? You could potentially knock someone up when you’re like eighty, for fuck’s sake.”

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    five six? seven? eight nine eight women people chris evans tried to knock up talked about knocking up wanted to knock up thought about knocking up could have knocked up (in his mind) contemplated knocking up and the one time person he succeeded actually did succeeded actually did.

    (alternatively: chris evans bangs a lot of his costars.)

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    14 Oct 2020

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    Steve knows pain. Has always known pain. Far back as he can remember, hurting has been a part of him.

     

     

    AKA Steve’s Rhapsody in Pain, Part One: Chronic Illness Edition. Contents: one (1) Smol Steve Rogers with Very Big Pain Problems, one (1) Wee Bucky Barnes with a Very Foul Mouth, twenty thousand (20,000) Nazis in Madison Square Gardens, infinite pining, and excessive use of parentheses.

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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    591
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    11 Oct 2020

  18. Public Bookmark 18

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    “Fuck,” Seb hears from the other room. It’s muffled, and is followed by a louder, more succinct, “FUCK.”

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
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    18
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    17 May 2020

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    It’s the way that Bucky smiles at Steve from across his desk. No, it’s the way that Bucky’s hand brushes Steve’s as they stand side by side in an elevator not crowded enough to justify their closeness. Or maybe it’s the whispered conversations every Saturday night, the way Bucky saves Steve’s number under a different name in his phone.

    No matter what it is, the truth is the same: Steve Rogers is in love with Bucky Barnes, a married man.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    16/16
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    2,820
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    69,473

    10 Jan 2020

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    He’s lost and found Bucky so many times that watching him plunge into the blue-icy Danube River almost feels like a prologue.

    Language:
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    Words:
    6,670
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    67
    Kudos:
    850
    Bookmarks:
    168
    Hits:
    6,289

    07 May 2019

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