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    JJ didn't think the others saw it. Hayden, maybe, but Jackie was the only WAGs's name Shane had committed to memory so Hayden never brought it up. JJ didn't have a wife or girlfriend. He had his hookups and the names of the best restaurants in each city they player in. If JJ had a dog, Shane would probably mix its name up with Drapeau's. The others didn't get that however pathetic or sad they might think Shane, Shane thought the same of them tenfold when they missed shots at practice or ate fast food on weekdays. Shane wasn't being prissy or funny when he said, don't embarass me—JJ still doesn't know exactly what it was, but he doesn't care to find out.

    Shane had poured everything into his team (possessively: it was his team) and he asked them to give it back that day, so they delivered. When Shane smiled at them afterwards, it felt like love.

    Character study on neurotic batshit hardass Captain Shane Hollander. The awe-inspiring and aloof Canadian Hockey Jesus Shane Hollander. Unwilling MLH sex icon Shane Hollander, the face on many mens' dart boards.

    or, JJ on the enigma of (his feelings for) Shane Hollander over the years.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    “Damen,” Nikandros said, frowning, “if someone sees you there will be rumors, you know that. And with how…tepid our relationship has been with this Veretian envoy, if one of them even glimpses you they’ll take it as a threat—”

    “No one will see me,” Damen said placatingly, opening the doors to the balcony. He propped one open with a small heavy stone, ensuring that the gap of about six inches wasn’t at risk of opening wider. “Everyone is still getting drunk in the great hall. No one will be looking outside.”

    “If Prince Laurent even mentions that he thinks he’s seen something—”

    “Prince Laurent won’t say anything because he won’t even notice my shadow,” Damen said, dousing the lamps in the room and plunging the two of them into darkness. “This is a reconnaissance mission only, Nik. I promise you.”

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    22 Jun 2026

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    “You are so pretty, Hollander. Your freckles err— take my breath.”

    Shane glares. “Rozanov, you can’t say that here,” he says through gritted teeth. “They can hear us.”

    “Who gives a fuck?” He declares with a careless shrug. “Whole world knows we are lovers, so what?”

    The world most definitely does not need to know that he’s on Ilya’s extensive fuck buddies roster.

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    According to Ilya, Shane is the best boyfriend anyone could ask for. If you ask Shane, he’ll tell you they are just fuck buddies.

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    04 Jun 2026

  4. Rec 29

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    Ilya stood, then gave Shane a quick kiss before unbuttoning his own rumpled shirt just enough to pull it over his head. “On the bed,” he instructed. “And take your fucking socks off.”

    (from My Dinner with Hayden: A Heated Rivalry Short Story, by Rachel Reid)

    “My pillow princess,” Ilya chides gently, kissing Shane’s freckled shoulder. He gets precisely the reaction he was hoping for - that angry kitten scowl and a petulant huff that sounds an awful lot like ‘am not’.

    “No?”

    “No.”

    “Okay.” Ilya reaches behind himself to grab the small, sherpa fleece throw, typically stowed on the top shelf of the closet with the towels that protect the bed from sex-related messes, and used for precisely one purpose: to wrap around Shane’s feet to keep them warm because Ilya knows…

    Cold feet are a sensory nightmare.

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    12 May 2026

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    Ilya is not pretty. This is a fact.

    Hollander calls him Lily, but that doesn't mean anything.

    He does not think about either of those things, and he does not want anything, until he does.

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    Ilya's pov for 'a lily by any other name'

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    09 May 2026