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    Stealth trans, autistic Shane Hollander faces his own personal nightmare when a sudden period outs him to his hockey rival/secret crush Ilya Rosanov.

     

    TLDR: Shane and Ilya stay in a hotel, and there's only one bed! Menstruation, coming out, smut and feelings follow!

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    05 Jul 2026

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    A Companion Story to The Softest Touch Will Never Be Enough

    Hayden has been where Ilya is and it nearly destroyed him. Hayden didn't have the support that Ilya has, and despite his personal feelings, Hayden won't let Ilya suffer alone.

    Please take note of the tags and warnings on this fic.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Shane cups her cheek in his hand, running his thumb over the plush of her bottom lip. She looks at him through her fawnish lashes. He roves his eyes over her body. Her shoulders and biceps, her abs… She's so strong, so…

    Incredible.

    "I've never done that before," he admits, "Not with... with a woman, at least."

    "Right, well," she rolls her eyes, "Would probably be better with a real man, yes?"

    He shakes his head, "No. It wouldn't have been the same at all."

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    or, Shane comes to terms with his sexuality only to get thrown right back into confusion by Rozanov.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    When Hayden and Jackie Pike are killed in a sudden accident, their four children are left without parents - and, to everyone’s shock, the guardians named in their will are not family, but Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    "I have… well… she said that she thinks that I maybe have… PTSD?”

    The line goes so dead that Derek almost thinks Stiles hung up on him. He waits eight very quiet seconds, and says softly, “Stiles?”

    “I’m sorry, what?” Stiles says, breath whooshing back over the phone line.

    “I have PTSD,” Derek says more firmly. It’s the first time he’s said it out loud, not as a question. It hasn’t really seemed real, until now. He’d spent the whole of his last session arguing that Tamara was wrong about him, and saying it out loud is like admitting it’s true. “Post-traumatic stress dis—”

    “I know what it means,” Stiles interrupts, “I just didn’t think I’d heard right. Oh my God.”

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    16 Jun 2026