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    He’s never seen Eddie like this before. The tension that has seemed permanent in his body these past few weeks, has completely left his shoulders. The pinched look in his eyes is gone. Over Eddie’s shoulders, Hen and Chim have come to investigate the ruckus, and they both appear just as shocked. 

    “What’s wrong?” Buck asks, wondering if he’s forgotten some terrible dog allergy from someone in the 118 family. He doesn’t think he has. 

    Suddenly, Chim turns and shouts, “Cap! Did you know that Peggy’s a dog!?”

    Or, Buck gets a dog, the firefam are concerned about his new "girlfriend", and Eddie is definetly NOT losing his mind.

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    02 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 60

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    Buck and Theo start to find a rhythm when Buck has a curveball thrown at him.

    Because, of course.

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    30 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 33

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    The breakup with Tommy had left him feeling hollowed out. Work had become his refuge. Long shifts. Extra training. Anything to keep from thinking too hard about what he'd lost.

    So when something started feeling... off, he'd chalked it up to that.

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    30 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 93

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    ‘GET DOWN!’ Eddie calls out, but before he can say or do anything else, the tremor of the unstable ground sends him flying backwards, head first into a wall behind him.

    The last thing Eddie hears before he blacks out is Theo’s scream.

    or,

    eddie and theo caught in an opening emergency, in the form of an earthquake.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Buck returns to the 118 after dropping the lawsuit, only to be treated badly. When he decides to end his life, he is saved instead when he finds a little hope in the way of a three legged dog.

    💔🥹🐶👨‍❤️‍👨

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    Comments:
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    28 Jun 2026

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    Buck knew his job was important, that his team was important. But he hadn’t noticed when it had become his life, hadn’t realised he was cut off from everyone he loved until he was going through his contacts, fighting with himself to call or text or something. Reach out, remind someone - anyone - he was here.

    I’m still alive. He wanted to scream. I’m still here, don’t leave me behind.

    —-

    Or… the one where i project my issues onto Buck and traumatise him like my own personal punching bag in the process.

    Heed the warnings - triggering content ahead.

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    28 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 48

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    In hind sight, Buck really should have agreed with Bobby and told people that he had more issues after the bombing than just his leg. Bobby had seen the medical records, but when he’d looked ready to hold Buck back for a second time, to keep him as the man behind, Buck told him he’d lose his job for refusing work based on his new disability. It would be worse discrimination than just holding him back because of hurt feelings. 

     

    The point was, he should have told someone he was disabled. That he required hearing aids to be able to hear.

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    28 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 7

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    A conversation between Buck and Dr. Copeland, the beginning of healing comes after a devastating wound.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    "What's happening?" Harry asked, coming to a stop next to him. He hadn't seen that look on Ron's face since the war, when Ron wore it almost constantly. Harry was reluctant to do the same. Five years since the end of the war, he'd learned to become comfortable with peace. And because there was nothing else that got the Weasley family in such a panic, he added, "Who's hurt?"

    Ron swallowed, turning his head to look Harry's way. "It's Bill."

    Fuck, Harry thought, and that was about all that he could think. Words were useless, always had been.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    NEW SUMMARY AS OF JULY 2026

    As Shane lay among white sheets, swallowed by even whiter hospital garments, it struck him that if he'd died, Ilya would never have known what had happened. No one would have thought to tell him, because no one would have known they should.

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    22 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 40

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    What starts out as another relaxing afternoon at the cottage, quickly turns into a fight for Shane’s life.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Harry Potter has never been normal. Even before he was born, he was a child of prophecy. So no part of his life could be called normal in the slightest. When given the chance to have a 'normal' life, does he even know what that means? No, he's gone through too much to even try, and he's too tired to care. It's too bad everyone expects him to be the upstanding son and heir of the Potter family when he's never had family before in his life though.

    Also, the baby is a little difficult to explain. The baby who may eventually turn into Lord Voldemort...no, nature vs. nurture and all, and Harry plans to nurture the hell out of this kid.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    During his training at the academy, Buck helped Connor, his best friend, and Kameron, his best friend's fiancée, have a baby.

    Now? They were dead, and Buck is left picking up the pieces while still on the outs with his family.

    Or, What would happen if Buck ended up with a four year old Theo post lawsuit? Alone and scared and now a single father.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    “Ilya,” Shane gasped out, like it hurt to form the word. With it came a small smattering of blood on his lip. A few extra hands were working alongside Ilya and Pike, but Ilya would not move. He had to stay, and listen, and be with Shane.

     

    “Yes. Shaneya, I am here. What do you need to tell me?” More and more blood burbled up past Shane’s lips, which couldn’t be a good sign. How could more blood be trying to escape him? There were already two exit points, wasn’t that enough? Now he had to drown in it?

     

    “Tell Ilya I’m sorry… I- I love him… So much. I’m sorry I left. Please. Please, I can’t die without him knowing…” Ilya couldn’t breathe behind the sob that tore out of him. He collapsed inward with the force of it. Shane was below him, begging to live so that he could tell Ilya he loved him. If anyone reacted to the two boys, Ilya didn’t notice. This whole thing could still be being live-streamed to ESPN, and Ilya wouldn’t care.

    Or, Shane gets shot on the ice right after the Tuna Melt Gate. Ilya is there to save him.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    It does mean missing out on things like barbeques and team dinners sometimes, but it’s not as if he would have been able to participate anyway. At this point in his life, risking someone not taking his allergies seriously would mean potentially missing games, which makes it unacceptable. Jackie always makes sure he has a dish or two that’s safe when he’s over at their house, but if he was going to be the one guy sitting and drinking ginger ale instead of taking part in sharing nachos or Korean barbeque or burgers or any other delicious thing he goes in knowing he can’t have anyway, there’s no point in making a fuss about it. He eats at home, has a drink with everyone else, and he calls it a day. Easy. Safe. Foolproof.

    But also the reason it doesn’t occur to him that he hasn’t actually told Ilya about any of his allergies until it becomes immediately relevant five days into being at his cottage together.

    (how ilya learns about shane's food allergies) (and how shane learns what it's like to have someone who always saves him a seat at the table) (and who also makes sure there's food he can eat on the table to start with)

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    14 Jun 2026

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    “Go?” Rozanov repeats, and Shane thinks he manages to nod, thinks he manages to spin some kind of excuse that he knows Rozanov doesn’t really buy, but he needs to go. He needs to get out of here. He needs to find somewhere quiet and calm where he can ride out this panic and painful tightness until he can catch his breath again. He needs-

    He needs to go.

    “I’m sorry,” he says, turning heel and resisting the urge to just book it right for the front door only because he’d rather not have to explain to Hayden why he returned from a hookup with Boston Lily in men’s clothes that he certainly didn’t leave in.

    It’s not until he makes it halfway up the stairs to Rozanov’s bedroom that it occurs to him in a cold rush that it isn’t just anxiety that makes it this hard to breathe.

    “No,” he tells himself firmly, white knuckling the bannister and trying to take a deep breath just to prove that he can.

    It wheezes.

    (how the tuna meltdown is averted through the power of food allergies and anaphylaxis)

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    14 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 83

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    After becoming kinship placement for Theo following the loss of Connor and Kameron, Buck learns how to navigate parenthood, grief and the lingering wounds of his own childhood. All while Eddie, Christopher and Theo slowly become the family he never realized he already had.

    Note: please enjoy!! I’ll be slowly adding other stories into this series as I post things to fill some timeline gaps.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Eddie doesn’t see it happen.

    He’s still looking at the ambulance Charlie disappeared into, his mask half off in his face, and Captain Mehta is asking him, “Diaz, you want to ride with the kid to the hospital?” when the gun gets fired, only he’s been off the battlefield for over five years now and had to teach himself not to jump every time a door slams or Christopher drops a glass, and so he has the thought, the thought years of PTSD have taught him to have: you’re okay. Not a gunshot.

    The spray of blood hits him, first. And then Buck drops like a fucking stone.

     

    or, Buck is the one who gets shot instead of Eddie.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander's life wasn't something he had ever truly controlled, every second of every day was a calculated event for his future.

    It had always been like that and Shane believed it always would.

    So, instead of focusing on what he did everyday, Shane focused on what he ate.

    He recorded and planned every meal, making sure his body was perfect so he at least had something to be proud of.

    But relationships with food are rarely so easy.

    (Edit: This may turn into a series so look out!!)

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    08 Jun 2026

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    “Mr. Buckley, the Los Angeles County District Attorney’s Office is currently conducting an investigation into allegations of sexual misconduct involving Dr. Jennifer Wells, a Fire Psychologist hired by the LAFD. We believe you may be able to act as a key witness, and we have a few questions for you.”

    Buck doesn't do therapy in person. Buck doesn't talk about his 1.0 days. Buck doesn't talk about his past sex addiction. What happened was consensual, and his fault, and the team clearly agreed, because they had joked about it. It's fine. It doesn't bother him anymore.

    The Los Angeles courts don't quite agree. When probationary firefighter Victor Santana of Station 153 presses charges against Dr. Wells, the team come to realize just how deeply she hurt Buck - and how much Buck hasn't been dealing with it.

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    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
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    63,294

    08 Jun 2026

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