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    There were things about Shane Hollander that existed only in the dark, and those things were most of him.

    or; a moment of vulnerability at a team gathering turns into a viral scandal overnight when a video of Shane coming out is leaked to the press.

    Suddenly, everyone is watching. Everyone is talking. Everyone is judging.

    It all goes to hell—until maybe it doesn't.

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    22 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 67

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    Shane begrudgingly goes in to get an injury checked out. What shows up in his results will force him to slow down, to accept the help and comfort of the people who love him, including his annoying husband. Shane and Ilya show quiet strength as they hold onto each other every step of the way. Ilya proves that all of Shane's moods can be cured with a stupid Russian pet name.

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    19 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 90

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    "Weren't there any nice men in Montreal?" his dad asks, and Shane stops smiling, stops breathing.

    "Yeah," he says. "There were." He wants to ask if there were any nice women at McGill, or any nice babies at the hospital. Ilya's hand is on Shane's thigh, thumb riding just on the edge of acceptable positioning for lunch with his parents. He squeezes. "But none of them were Ilya."

    Shane meets a nice man in Montreal. It changes less than you'd think.

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    16 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 2

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    Before Yuna Hollander was a mother, she was a wife. And before she was a wife, she was a woman. Before a woman, a girl. Before Hollander, Tanaka. Part of her resents that she changed it; even if it had belonged to another man, at least that man was her father. But David is good and beautiful in a world that is so often neither, and she wanted to be his family. Even after he knocked her up by accident in a blasted out, prewar apartment hallway. Even after he convinced her she wanted to keep it. Him. To keep Shane.

    Convince sounds mean. It didn’t take much at all, really. But Yuna has been alone for most of her life. The father whose name she threw away and the mother who gave her her sharp edges have been gone for so long she can’t remember their faces. Marrying David was one thing. A son was another, entirely.

    (Yuna Hollander has raised a young man in the middle of a wasteland. He is so like her, and sometimes he feels like a stranger.)

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    07 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 55

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    Shane pushes past the point of obsessive and into something far, far more dangerous, except he doesn't notice until its too late, until it has already ripped apart every facet of his life into brutally thin shreds of what is and what was.

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    Shane's eating habits take a turn for the worst.

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    03 Jun 2026