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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    "Dr. Hollander..." Luca's voice came out low, almost cautious. "I think there's a gestational sac."

    Shane stared at the student for a moment before letting out a short laugh.

    "Good try." He waved a dismissive hand. "Now tell me what's actually on the screen."

    No one answered.

    The silence sent a chill up the back of Shane's neck.

    He turned his head toward the monitor, expecting to find a cyst, an artifact, or anything else that would justify this collective reaction.

    It was a gestational sac.

    No.

    Or: Shane Hollander is a radiologist, an alpha, and happily married to another alpha. One routine teaching session leaves him with an impossible diagnosis and five students keeping the biggest secret in modern medicine.

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    07 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 41

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    Shane lays on the ice and watches his fiancé shoot the puck past the voyageurs goalie and into the back of the net. The sound of the final buzzer follows shortly after, signifying the end of the plays off for the Montreal Voyageurs.

    All because Shane tripped, he tripped. And whilst a part of him knows that the team losing isn’t his fault, there is still a large part of him that feels responsible.

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    Shane trips during a play off game against the Ottawa centaurs. Back in the locker room, his teammates turn on him.

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    What if the voyageurs reacted even worse to Shane tripping during the playoffs.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    Lily: You are hiding from me.
    Jane: I’m not! I’m busy.
    Lily: Busy losing. You play better when I fuck you.

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    Embarrassed by his very public and short-lived fling with Rose, Shane goes to great lengths to avoid Ilya.

    He’s unprepared for just what Ilya will do to win him back.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Ilya stared at the offered hand, then up at that freckled face. He felt his lips twitch—not a smile, but a flicker of sheer disbelief at the audacity. This polite, pretty Beta, seeking him out for a handshake.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Shane shrieked. “Ilya!” He toppled sideways on his mat, glaring, his cheeks flushed pink. “What the fuck!”

    “What?” He said, innocent. “You were showing it off for me.”

    “I didn’t even know you were here!”

    “You must have known I would feel it in the air, like mating call.”

    Shane laughed and threw his forearm over his eyes. “You’re impossible.”

    Ilya is obsessed with Shane saying his name.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    “Is my favourite thing.” Ilya murmurs.

    The rain has started to slow down a little. Barely any lightning strikes anymore. Soon, the sky will clear.

    “What is?” Shane asks.

    Ilya brings their joined hands up to his face and presses a small, tired smile to the back of Shane’s hand. “You and me.”

    (or: they’re best friends who go on a roadtrip together.)

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    06 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 12

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    Ilya begs Shane to please let him go. Shane can’t.

    Or Ilya’s depression is destroying not only himself, but the person who loves him too.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    “Guess you were not pretty enough for either of us, huh?” Ilya said, Shane had expected his words to sting, but this shattered; it dug into every insecurity Shane had ever had, especially being pretty enough for Ilya.

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    After the whole mess with Rose, Shane doesn't know who he's meant for, but he knows it will probably never be Ilya Rozanov. This doesn't stop them from meeting again and from Ilya throwing a cruel comment out on the ice. Shane has never enjoyed being just "pretty", not to anyone, but after Ilya implies that Shane wasn't pretty enough for him to stay, Shane is determined to show Ilya just how pretty he can be.

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    05 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 49

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    Ilya is not jealous, in fact he’s completely at ease with Shane currently sitting on a leather sofa in front of Bouchard-Mensah, tediously speaking in French, being interviewed after his recent transfer to Ottawa.
    «I don’t understand why they have to speak French on national TV.»
    David smiles tenderly, «It’s mostly a French-speaking show - »
    Yuna cuts him off, «Bouchard-Mensah is a show off, Shane is incapable of saying no.»

     

    Or: Shane gets interviewed on a French speaking hockey program and ends defending Ilya in front of the whole nation and the very hot, not so subtle host.
    He’s not jealous of course. But maybe a little turned on.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Shane's been hiding for so long that he forgot what it felt like to want something openly— so he decides to come out in an Instagram post. When Ilya suggests a gay bar on the first night they're public together, Shane agrees— nervous, buzzing with adrenaline, desperate to feel free.

    What he doesn't expect is how badly Ilya wants him once he finally can claim him without apology.

    Or: Shane and Ilya can finally love each other out loud, and by the end of the night, they're proving to each other exactly how much they've been waiting for this.

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    04 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 20

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    You are cordially invited to celebrate the marriage of Rose Landry & Svetlana Vetrova.

    For further questions about the logistics speak with the co-men of honor Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov.

    Please join us in this journey of wedding chaos, with two men of honor who "can't stand the other" completely losing their grip when it comes to each other in a hot tuxedo.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Shane doesn’t know how to grocery shop for two. He doesn’t know how to do any of this, really. He’s keenly aware that this was the longest stretch of time he’d be spending alone with Ilya, with any one person ever, outside of his parents.

    In a way, it feels like playing house, unpacking the groceries and setting out a set of towels and washcloths for him. It is playing house. This is what it might feel like, to be able to have him all the time. The thought feels impossible to contemplate, terrifying to dwell on for longer than a minute or two at a time.

    on finally getting to know your situationship of 10 years

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    04 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 20

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    After a slew of tests and several hours of panicked waiting, Shane Hollander was pronounced brain dead at 12:23am.

    Ilya could see the words coming out of the doctor’s mouth, explaining next steps, but he didn’t hear a thing after brain dead. Surely, it was a translation error - he was so shaken and exhausted that he was delirious. This couldn’t be happening.

    or; shane takes a hit on the ice. it's the end of the world for everyone

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    04 Jul 2026

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    He looks up at Rozanov, whose brows have since migrated up over his forehead, almost tangling in his mess of curls as he eagerly awaits either a response or a reaction.

    Shane gives both at once.

    “We can’t fuck in there.”

    Ilya’s smile doesn’t falter. Shane really wishes he was kissing him instead of standing here, shrinking into his jacket, shivering under the cool nighttime air, the hot tub water glimmering under a heavy moonlight.

    “Why not?” Rozanov challenges. “Is fine, no? I can make you break a sweat, Hollander. Even without the bubbles.”

    Shane deadpans him and that just makes Rozanov laugh airily, clearly bemused by his response to all this.

    or: ilya’s house has a hot tub and a mirror in the yard, so he and shane make very good use of it

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander spends the 2010 Prospect Cup Tournament in a small room, being questioned by police. He thinks that telling the truth will save him. Instead, he’s betrayed by his teammates and pushed to the forefront of a scandal that destroys his chances with any NHL team. Only one professional hockey league is willing to look the other way.

    Desperate to play, Shane Hollander signs a contract with the KHL, packs his things, and moves to Russia.

     

    (Or: As he grapples with a scandal, Shane gives up on the NHL and ends up playing on Ilya Rozanov’s KHL team in Moscow. Timeline compliant AU – we don’t know what Ilya was doing in 2010 before he was drafted, so it’s possible he spent some time in the KHL)

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    04 Jul 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 46

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    "Oh, Jane," Rozanov's voice softened, the crooked smile falling away from his face, which somehow made everything worse. "My poor Jane." The hand on his cheek shifted, he moved closer, making Shane look back at him. "I owe you a kiss."

    Or what would have happened if the truth about "We didn't even kiss" had come out.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Ilya makes comments about Shane talking too much.

    Shane takes him seriously and attempts to stop talking.

    It doesn’t go well.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Shane felt a rushing in his ears as everything in him dropped. Ilya was hurt.

    The world tilted, lurched sideways, and he grabbed onto the sink for balance as his phone went clattering to the tiled floor.

    He couldn’t breathe. Something vice-like had clamped around his lungs and was compressing the air out of his body, closing up his throat. Someone somewhere was gasping, an ugly wet and rattling kind of sound that echoed in the high-ceiling room.

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    Ilya gets jumped outside the ep. 4 nightclub and Shane is Ilya's emergency contact. He doesn't handle it well. They both have a lot of feelings.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    After leaving behind his last job, Ilya threw himself into a new profession: making and selling all things one can pickle. His week revolved around the Sunday farmer's market. Everything seemed simple and predictable until a new vendor arrived late in the season.

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    20,270

    01 Jul 2026

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