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“I will not say: do not weep; for not all tears are an evil.”
―J.R.R. Tolkien, The Return of the KingFor a man raised on hunting and hellfire, who'd seen angels fall and demons rise, he should’ve understood sacrifice better. Should’ve known love when it was handed to him.
Instead, he'd stood there like a coward, letting Cas fall without reaching out to catch him.
The walls, the silence, the stillness — all of it bore witness as Dean Winchester, who had carried the world on his shoulders and survived hell itself, shattered into pieces over the one thing he could never fix, never fight for, never save.-
Or, Dean grieves, grows a beard, becomes a dad without realizing it, and get's his happy ending. (Not a fucking rebar, for fuck's sakes)
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09 Sep 2025
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Castiel Novak is 27 when he suddenly loses his twin brother Jimmy, and his whole world turns to ashes. How do you deal with losing half of yourself when your whole life always revolved around the two of you, like yin and yang and black and white? How do you deal with a broken soul and old demons looming over you with no one to hold you back anymore?
After 10 years as a Navy Special Warfare Operator and more than a dozen deployments in both Afghanistan and Iraq, a battlefield injury forces 28-year-old Chief Petty Officer Dean Winchester to choose between being stuck behind a desk for the rest of his career or going back to civil life. When he learns about his friend Jimmy’s death, Dean makes his way back to Kansas with his heart in his throat and broken pieces at his feet.
Things are already complicated and painful enough as it is, but when former lovers Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak meet again after 10 years of radio silence and a galaxy of wounds and scars solidly standing between them, it feels like both a curse and a blessing has been placed on them both. Is there any hope in putting back their broken pieces together after a decade, and how do you deal with grief and broken dreams?
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- Part 1 of Patient Love verse
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- English
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- 167,722
- Chapters:
- 21/21
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- 3
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20 Dec 2022
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Dean Winchester and his brother Sam moved to the east coast to try their hand at the hustle and bustle of the city. Leaving their precarious and somewhat confusing past behind has been the best decision they ever made - that is, until the local mafia sets their sights on them. In order to protect Sam, Dean allows himself to be recruited into Castiel Krushnic's unconventional mob. There's something strange about the boss, though. Dean can't quite put his finger on it.
That doesn't make him want to punch him in the face any less.
Men are going missing throughout the city, and Castiel swears he'll get to the bottom of it. Dean, blackmailed into loyalty, has no choice but to follow Castiel on the ensuing chaotic journey to save innocent civilians.
For the record, Dean still wants to punch the asshole in the face. But hey, he'll do his best to save the world, first.
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- English
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- 132,715
- Chapters:
- 18/18
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- 3
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19 Apr 2021
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Dean couldn't keep his eyes off Sammy's luscious ass. Eventually Sammy's spring allergies give him an excuse, and also a plan for how they can make some extra cash while dad is away.
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- 2,513
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- 2/2
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11 Feb 2021
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More Things Than Are Dreamt Of by 1electricpirate
Fandom Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
24 Sep 2012
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There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio,
Than are dreamt of in your philosophy. - Hamlet, Act 1 Scene 1In which John is (reluctantly) a wizard, Mycroft is (apparently) omniscient, and Sherlock is (surprisingly) oblivious.
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08 Feb 2021
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It starts with a rosary.
Dean owns plenty of the things, from flat hematite beads to rounded plastic bits, all blessed by the nearest priest and stuffed in into a pouch at the bottom of his duffel. Purely for exorcisms, never any that he intends to wear. Normally he buys them from thrift stores or strings them together if he’s in a hurry; those never last a day, and the blessings he whips together never quite hold.
Today, he happens upon a small box at a yard sale, surrounded by other even more ornate necklaces and bracelets, and a few rings too gaudy for practical wear.
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02 Feb 2021
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Dean and Castiel are still trying to figure their relationship out in the wake of another brush with death. When a curse gets loose in the bunker that sees Dean and Sam transformed and into all manner of things, from animals to each other and even conjoined, dealing with their emotions might be the only chance to save them. With a bit of help from a witch, of course.
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- 5/5
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03 Nov 2020
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Dean was born without testicles and a very small penis. He's made sure that no one at his boarding school has seen him naked. But when his roommate Castiel walks in on him masturbating, he gets to fulfill the fantasy he's only barely let himself think about.
Dean is a sophomore and Cas is a senior.
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- Part 2 of SPN Kink Meme Fills
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14 Oct 2020
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“You boys need anything else?” Mandy ask when she reappears beside the table, eyes bright and hopeful. “Coffee? Tea?” Her eyes rake over Cas and she bites her lip, sending every signal in the book. “Some dessert?”
Dean grins as Mandy looks between them, mostly at Cas. Cas gives Dean the ‘is that an innuendo?’ squint and Dean nods. “You know in fact we would like some dessert. My buddy here’s kind of shy about it so we were hoping for…something to take back to our room.”
“Really?” Mandy purrs, finally looking at Dean with some interest.
“Yeah, but we were hoping for something we could split.” Mandy’s eyebrows go high just as Cas’s eyes get even narrower. “Anything like that on the menu?”
Mandy looks between the two of them, licking at her lips. “I think I can get something like that for you.”
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Or: The one where Dean and Cas have a threesome with the cute waitress because Dean can't deal.
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24 Aug 2020
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She’s always had a make and a model, but it’s only after Castiel parks her in the bunker garage, Dean coming to lean irreverently against her side, that she has a name.
“When you were Castiel,” Dean says, “you were untouchable. Unknowable. A stranger. But now you’re Cas. You’re our friend. Our family. Not quite sure when one became the other, but the person who this car belongs to is definitely Cas. So maybe...we’ve been calling her the Continental, right? But that’s so formal. You know her now, so she needs a nickname. What if we called her Connie?”
“Connie,” Cas repeats, testing the feel of it. He hums to himself, sounding as pleased as she feels. “I like it.”
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17 Jul 2020
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Dean is a Kansas farmer who only wants to work his land and care for his infant daughter. With his wife gone and his brother moving on to a life beyond the homestead, Dean finds himself in need of another pair of hands. Castiel, a lonely drifter freshly arrived in town, may prove the solution to Dean’s troubles. Over the course of four seasons, the two men face the everyday challenges of prairie life, and learn to overcome the betrayals of their past to discover a new definition of family.
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- 69,853
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- 5/5
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01 Jul 2020
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They'd brought him back from the battle bloody and broken, in the back seat of the Impala, slumped and gasping in Dean's arms. Sam had driven like a bat out of Hell while Dean uttered a silent litany of 'Come on Cas, come on, Cas, don't close your eyes', his fingers gripping the angel's tie. Cas had closed his eyes, though. While Dean had carried him over the threshold, they'd fluttered closed and stayed that way.
In which Dean stayed with Cas and read to him when talking was too hard and talked when the silence got too much. When Cas woke up, things had changed.Bookmarked by DigitalKitty
11 Jun 2020
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All Dean wants is a little privacy. Cas doesn't understand.
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- 18/18
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25 May 2020
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The adventures of Dean Winchester and his sin eating boyfriend.
Hey. Please stop adding my works to Goodreads. PLEASE. I don't want to be rated there, I'm not a professional author, and I'm tired of having to ask them to delete my profile every few months. Please stop.
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30 Jan 2020
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Alpha Meg gets two new co-workers for a shoot, omegas Jimmy and Cas. They have a script to follow but Meg always does her best to take care of her co-workers.
(gratuitous plotless messy porn)
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07 Jan 2020
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There is no such thing as a guarantee when it comes to war.
The outcome's known. Why try?
Return your rusty sword to battered sheath,
bow your head and bend your stubborn knee. Why
take the field when you cannot win the war?
But Harry -- he went down to Agincourt.
--Harry Takes the Field by bratfarrar (AO3 link here.)
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15 Dec 2019
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06 Jul 2019
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It sometimes feels a little wrong thinking debauched things about a guy who could very well be one of Sammy’s teachers. But then those wrong feelings go up in smoke when the downright sinful fantasies kick in just from thinking the word ‘teacher’. Those are always pretty darn amazing and Dean has a very vivid imagination.
Please see notes on the chapters (beginning or end) for specific warnings. There is going to be a lot of kink exploring.
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- Part 1 of A Little Patience
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- English
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- 288,620
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- 33/33
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04 Jun 2019
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Castiel holds the mic to his mouth and says, in a rough, sly voice that hits all of Dean's buttons and then some, 'I look like a fucking nerd, don't I.'
It's such a bald statement of fact, it gets a laugh. Castiel's lips curve upwards, and without quite meaning to, Dean leans forward to listen.
'I mean that literally, by way: I look like a fucking nerd, like a nerd who fucks. What! Don't laugh at that, you judgemental prick,' he says, grinning so there's no sting in it as he points the mic at a chuckling guy in the front row, 'you think a guy in sweater vest can't get some cock if he wants it? I'll have you know, I had one whole boyfriend in high school. Yeah. I was hot property. You wanna talk about band geeks getting it on in high school, forget that American Pie flute insertion bullshit; ask a fucking gay hornist where he gets his embouchure.'- Language:
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12 Apr 2019
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Centuries after the surface of the earth was devastated by an unknown disaster, the remnants of humanity live in a series of vast underground silos, each unaware of the existence of the others.
For the inhabitants of Silo 34, the silo is the world, and the only world they know. Questions about the outside world are forbidden, and asking them is what got Dean Winchester's parents killed. He isn't even sure himself that they weren't crazy.
That all changes when he hears a voice on the radio -- a voice from another world.
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- 121,677
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- 22/22
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21 Mar 2019