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  1. Public Bookmark 27

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    Jon and Martin go back in time to stop the apocalypse. Or, just Jon goes back. Or, wait, actually, just Martin goes back. Jon and Martin both go back, and nothing gets fixed, but at least we're together this time? No, no, no, wait, we both go back, we fix everything, we get our younger selves together, and - wait, was that... supposed to happen? That wasn't a problem last time, was it? Oh, god, this is all so hard to keep track of... Oh, Annabelle! Hi, Annabelle! Going to tell us what's going on? No? Just... going to smile at us like we're a pair of idiots? Great! Great. Um. Don't suppose we could have another do-over? I'm sure we'll get it right the next time...

    A Not-Time-Travel Not-Fix-It fancomic. Updates weekly.

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    10 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 22

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    He downed the rest of his glass in one quick motion, trying not to cough on it, and...half-succeeded. Just about.

    Jon just chuckled as he gasped and choked a little on the motion, the laugh soft and slow from a few feet away, and something in him thawed out a little more at the sound, the sight. His throat felt warm. All down through his chest, it spread, with a light burning playing through the caverns of his body as the wine warmed him from the inside out. As the relief dripped in, solid and easy and fucking painful. But sweet, still. Sweet.

    The light from the kitchen was playing off the curve of Jon's nose, catching in the breaks between strands of his hair, and it was worth every half-assed sensory-dulling deal and whatever bottle of putrid alcohol he had to force down to see it. To stay, and see it, and be present enough to feel how important it all was to him, again.
    (If he could just let it be.)
    It was worth it.
    He swallowed, and smiled around the lump in his throat. The aftertaste.
    "Next time, we'll get straight vodka, don't worry."

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    Jon and Martin get a little too drunk and confess their feelings. Talk. It’s as much of a disaster and a blessing as could be expected.

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    09 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    Something in him fought at the consideration, a little rough and instinctive, and bit back against even the possibility.
    But…it was nice to be cared about, worried about.

    To hear Jon care.
    And it’d been a shitty night for no good reason, and Jon was trying, and it was enough of an opening to maybe just talk, and not have it mean too much. To sit next to his boyfriend on the couch and talk about all the things they could never quite touch, without any of the pressure.

    They could watch the birds, instead.

    (And maybe he shouldn’t let the thought of care get him into conversations he’d rather not be in, but then…well, he’d probably never talk to Jon properly again, at that rate. And he’d already had more than enough of that. Maybe he just needed to suck it up and meet him halfway, on it.)

    Jon could muse on it, ask his questions, and they could just…keep it small. Casual. Casual talk, about what was probably the worst year of Martin’s life, right after they finished breakfast. Homemade muffins and dishes that Jon did and trash that they needed to take out.

    ...Neat.

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    09 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 20

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    “Oh. Well…Peter was…I mean, he was fine, actually, I think?”
    Martin laughed lightly, the sound catching somewhat in his throat, blurred a little under the slow roll of the water just starting to boil.

    The flippancy in Martin’s voice dug at him, made something in him turn and twist and convulse. Peter had been…fine. It had all been fine. The man had forced Martin into whatever this hellishness had been, irreparably torn him down to nothing over the last year, and…and he was –

    “…Fine.”

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    08 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    He let his hand run over the soft skin and took in every detail; the freckle on his shoulder, halfway across the length of his collarbone, half-hidden by the collar of his shirt. The patches of barely visible stubble growing in, prickling against his fingertips as he trailed them along his jaw. The subtle curve of his collarbone, soft and rounded by the solidity of him.
    All of it, and the way Jon’s hand fit almost perfectly in the shallow dip where neck turned to shoulder, with the heel of his hand settling ever so easily into the divot.

    Martin breathed into the touch, barely seeming to give any reaction at all, beyond a vague contentment, but that was perfectly fine by him.
    He was here, and Jon could feel him, know he was here, and he could -
    He could feel the give of a just-off shape, right around the edges of his fingertips.

    He shifted his hand, slightly, and something in his stomach sank, hard and sharp. It still took a second to register, beyond just the fact that it was *scar tissue*, light and faded along the side of Martin’s neck, in a spread that very closely mimicked the placement of Jon’s nails.

    It…it did take a moment. And then, dripping in bit by bit, it flooded.

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    08 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 10

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    Martin is bad at asking for things.
    That, unsurprisingly, includes asking to be touched.
    It's not with any ulterior motive, not with any further intent, but...just to prove that he's alive. Just to prove he's still there. Hell, just for the sake of it. He needs it, more than anything, but...he can't ask for it.
    He just can't.

    Things hurt a lot, in the safehouse. But they also get...just a little bit better.

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    08 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 1

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    Snippets of poetry from one M.K. Blackwood, largely taken from half-finished notes and broken thoughts, circa the winter of 2017.

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    I’ve walked the path to your room, 
    more times than I’ve retraced all the steps that led us here
    in my mind, 

    and I've hated the sunrise through your closed eyes, 
    more than I've ever savored it through my own. 

    It never gets easier, 
    and my feet ache more than ever before, 
    but I keep on hoping. 
    It’s an ugly thing. 

    An ugly thing.

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    08 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 14

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    “Martin, I like touching you.”
    He said it so simply, so plainly, that Martin just had to let himself reel for a second.
    That wasn’t really an, ah, option? That wasn’t something people liked, and especially not Jon, who was so particular about touch in the first place, and -
    He didn’t answer at first, instead just pushing Jon’s plate towards him with an averted gaze. The man pulled it in a bit closer, and finally dropped his own searching gaze, instead opting to grab some of the bread - a mercy, and something for both of them to focus on. Butter, spread, across a shitty loaf that Martin had tried to bake from scratch, yesterday. It’d turned out ugly as sin, but…decent tasting, at least. And now, there was butter to be spread on it, and scrambled eggs with probably-expired spices on their plates, and the sunlight streaming in from the living room window was bright and pale gold, lighting the whole scene just a little too real for Martin to process.
    Jon looked back up at him after a moment, handing him a piece of the bread, and he took it easily enough. He…didn’t over-analyze the way their fingers touched as he did.
    Eventually, he choked out the word, around the tightness in his throat.
    “...Why?” 

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    08 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 14

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    Martin doesn't do well with yelling.

    It makes him freeze, sets his spine alight with a buzzing that he just can’t seem to be rid of. Even after the voices have quieted and there are no more bullets hanging in the air, it runs through him like an aftershock. Something about it always feels like a dam breaking, water flooding over him and swallowing him whole, drowning him completely.

    He doesn’t do well with it, at all.

    Hatred, he can manage just fine - that mundane, muted disdain.
    Being looked at with contempt feels like home. Hell, so long as it doesn’t get loud, it even feels comfortable.
    Maybe that’s part of why he…likes Jon so much.

     

    (An examination of Martin's feelings on love and what one must do to deserve it)

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    06 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    A chronicle of a series of firsts in a little cottage in the Highlands.

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    27 May 2026

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    His knuckles trace the line of Martin's jaw from ear to chin and back again, unhurried. Martin's hand flexes minutely against his spine. This is what love is, Jon thinks. This right here.

    or: Jon and Martin reap the rewards of being loved.

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    17 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    Not for the first time since they ran away together, a camera reel of all the things they don't know about one another whirs behind Martin's eyes, and he can't help but look at all the sprawling magnetic tape and wonder if they’re going to wind up a romance or a tragedy.

    or: Office parties, garage bands, and the joy of being known.

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    17 May 2026

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    "What are you thinking about?" Jon asks, making that concentrated face that means he's being careful not to thread the needle of compulsion through his words.

    Martin bends over him again, kissing his shoulder through his soft cotton shirt. He feels Jon's head turn; feels his soft little sigh against his temple. He wants to feel it again.

    "You," he whispers, pressing another kiss to his shoulder. "This." He tilts his face to Jon's neck, tonguing at his skin. "Always this."

    or: Sweet Caroline, sourdough, and a dance in two parts.

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    16 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 25

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    When Martin and Jon arrive at Daisy's cabin, Martin makes the statement about their relationship he never thought he'd make.

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    13 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 55

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    ‘Ah,’ Jon says. They look down, though there’s not much to confirm, then look at each other. There is something vulnerable in his eyes as he asks ‘What now?’ 

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    03 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    A playful smile spreads across Martin’s face, and Jon feels the nervous tension draining from his shoulders.

    “Jonathan Sims,” says Martin in a tone of faux shock. “Are you an exhibitionist?”

    “I suppose you’ll have to watch and find out,” Jon teases back, and Martin laughs.

    *

    Jon explores a new interest, with Martin's enthusiastic support.

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    03 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 9

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    “I mean…” Jon started, low, with his eyes scanning over the various odds and ends, not landing on anything particular. That was, until they snapped up to Martin’s face, a little too open, a little too soft - crinkled at the edges, with the ghost of a wry smile. “Nothing says we can’t make the hunt house cozy. I think it might help, actually.”
    He bit down the instinctive laugh that tried to bubble up at that, and...at the sudden realization of just how *absurd* this all was.
    Jon agreeing to decorate their new house together, temporary as it may have been. Them, being alive, together, at all. Just getting to discuss knicknacks and curiosities, mulling over it like it was domestic and normal, and - and -

    And he thought he’d be dead, by the end of last night. Had practically *planned* on it.

    …And now he was looking at themed mugs with Jon, in a little shop in the depths of rural Scotland.

     Funny how that worked.

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    03 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 7

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    How it was that Tim found out that Martin is not who he claimed.

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    25 Mar 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 32

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    Exiting the Lonely was an obscure process—for Martin, at least. He was sure Jon could see every sliding puzzle piece as reality shuffled back into place. It was in the way his usual two eyes were blacker than before, extra heavy, and the notion of other eyes lurked heavy in the contour of his skin, out of the periphery of vision. Martin’s glasses were fogging up, but the condensation cleared every time Jon looked at him. Jon never smiled when he did this, but he always nodded to himself, as if there were something correct about Martin being there.

    Pretty much just another safehouse fic ngl. Holy shit two cakes and whatnot. Updates whenever I finish a chapter

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    25 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    Three weeks well-spent.

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    08 Mar 2026

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