DelusionalGinger



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    A series of stories from various perspectives, all pertaining to do with the Rooster's Reef and Rooster's Ranch. This is strictly based on an alternative universe in which certain characters stay within the city and focus on the weed business a little more. The series is a combination of action-based jobs, dramatic discussion about fitting in and finding your drive, as well as some sweet bromance activities. There is no shipping, there is no intent to make comments on the roleplayers involved, it's all about my own personal interpretations of the characters they all play.

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    Tampa, Florida. Room 1217.

    In between fade out and fade in, Ilya Rozanov lets the fire burn and Shane Hollander lets the storm surge.

    A few hours in a hotel room can change you.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    “I mean, you— you say I’m perfect. That it’s, that everything we do together is… is perfect.”

    Yes, perfect,” Ilya says adamantly.

    “Okay. But. I mean. I like feedback, you know. If there are things you haven’t said because you don’t want to hurt my feelings, you could say. If there’s any judgement of my technique, like, that you’ve been doing silently in your head.”

    “I never judge you silently,” Ilya says. He pulls back a bit, twisting his neck so he can look Shane in the eye, frowning. “I judge you loudly. Is no fun if I don’t see your reaction.”

    “Ha, ha.”

    “Shane,” Ilya says. “Is this real worry you are having? I must know. You think I have… criticism of you, of sex with you? You think it is not perfect for me?”

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    Shane and Ilya navigate their sexual relationship, now that they're finally a couple.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Ilya pulls back just enough to press their foreheads together, knocking their noses in a lazy nuzzle. He doesn’t say anything, but his cheeks are burnt red in the middle (last bits) of the night, and Shane wants to taste the colour of his blush. He wants the heat in his mouth of how crazy he makes Ilya, swallow it down to live with his own crazy while he hopes the dock breaks off from the land and they drift off into sea and just get to be this forever and ever.

    “No?” Shane whispers, “did I get it wrong? You are not my baby?” He asks then because he can’t help but tease, because he wants to hear Ilya ask for what he wants, he wants to give Ilya anything he can. He wants to give Ilya this. He wants it to be theirs, baby, to say it without it hurting as much as it hums.

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    27 May 2026

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    I just keep coming back to this one because it’s so disgustingly soft and appeals to my need for Shane to pepper kisses on his baby.

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    "Would you still want to do this?" Ilya asked, pulling Shane from his spiral. "With me?"

    The unspoken, "If we're discovered, if they kick us out of the league, if it means we can never play hockey again, if it means you could never play hockey again," hung between them.

    In Ilya's eyes, something new sifted to the surface, something Shane had never seen in him before. Unguarded, vulnerable, a young boy asking, "Are you as scared as I am? Will you jump if I jump? Can you hold my hand as I do it?"

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    The last days at the cottage, told in vignettes

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    11 May 2026

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    Oh I’m so happy… but I’m crying but I’m so happy…

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    “Ilya, what are we gonna do?” Shane says.

    Ilya finishes whatever he has been doing on his phone, and tosses it gently to the bed beside him. He crosses the room to Shane, stands in front of him, squeezes into his shoulders with his big hands, rubbing them like he means to warm them up.

    “Looks like we will have a little vacation,” he says, with a big obnoxious grin.

     


     

    Boston and Montreal are sent to Paris to play against each other in an exhibition series in January 2017. Ilya and Shane decide to stay in Paris for one more night. Just one more night, so they can talk. Maybe finally understand each other.

    They aren't expecting a volcano to erupt in Iceland and close all the airspace in Europe, leaving them stranded there. Together.

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    01 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I’m so soooooft…. Ughhhhhhhh just sitting here with a sappy little sad grin on my face all the way through.