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  1. Public Bookmark 15

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    "Obeying Dad, not living my own life, the family business." That used to be Sam’s motto. Now... well, now it's more like: "Trying to remember how I got here, trying not to die, the damn family business"

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    11 Apr 2025

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  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    Sam survived eleven years of hell. Now he has to learn how to live.

    At twenty-two, Sam Winchester is attempting his first real relationship—with Jess, a woman who doesn't know what he's survived. She expects him to be "normal". The PTSD makes it hard. The years of sexual trauma and learned behavior make it damn near impossible. But Sam is *trying*.

    Dean, twenty-seven, finally has his baby brother back. But watching Sam struggle—watching him self-destruct in slow motion—is killing him. Especially when Dean finds himself unexpectedly drawn to Benny Lafitte, and has to figure out his own shit while keeping Sam alive.

    The Winchester brothers learn what healthy love looks like. It's far messier than either of them expected.

     

    Note: this was originally titled Sex and the Single Winchester. I had intended it to be sort of a rom-com-dramedy but the subject matter is way too dark. So the new title reflects that.

    This is Part 2 of the
    Brothers, Man Series
    It can be read standalone, but context from this first part, will deepen the experience.

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    17 Mar 2025

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  3. Public Bookmark 51

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    Sam is tired. Dean is protective (and a little confused). John is not-so-oblivious.
    After a hunt-gone-wrong, John is left scrambling to pick up the pieces and protect his boys.
    Teenchesters. Wincest. Slow-burn, with eventual smut.

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    01 Oct 2024

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  4. Public Bookmark 38

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    "Sam's legs gave out and he allowed himself to slide slowly down along the bathroom wall. Can't breath. He lifted his hand, eyes locked on to them as tremors ran up and down his arm. Smelled. He had to get the smell off"

    Something bad is happening to Sam at school, will Dean be able to figure it out? Will Sam be able to heal? This is a dark fic with dark themes of sexual assault and healing. It is not erotic but can get graphic please read with caution.

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    29 Sep 2024

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  5. Public Bookmark 76

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    After John’s demise at the hands of a demon, twenty-six year old Dean discovers his brother didn’t actually die in the fire that killed their mother. Sixteen year old Sammy is alive and well in Minnesota, calling Kate Milligan mom and believing nine year old Adam is his only brother. Now that he has his little brother back, Dean will stop at nothing to keep Sam in his life, even if that means dragging him away from everything he’s ever known.

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    11 Apr 2025

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