CryInGold



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    He wonders if Buck ever thinks about it.

    The sheets sticking to his damp skin, their sounds of pleasure echoing around the room, Buck telling him all the things he’s thought about doing to Eddie before. How Eddie would let him without question, knowing Buck would still take care of him even when given all the power in the world.

    What this means for himself is something that’s hard to bear thinking about.

     

    Or, Eddie comes to terms with what he deserves.

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    He gnaws at the guilt of his own actions the way Anya does her chew toys for days after, Shane clearly picking up on something going on with him but also giving him space to work it over in his head until he’s ready to share.

    Right up until they’re out at team dinner and the two other smokers at the table excuse themselves for a smoke outside and Shane looks to him expectantly-

    -only to frown when Ilya stays where he is.

    (how and why ilya finally gives up smoking)

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    Pepa takes a bite, holding them all in suspense as she chews. “Evancito, do you think my niece and nephew are interchangeable?”

    Buck chokes. Eddie slaps him on the back, hard, until he stops coughing.

    Sophia wouldn’t have known to do that. She isn’t a medical professional, and she certainly doesn’t know about Buck’s history with choking. For now, Eddie is still the Diaz who knows Buck best. The one who protects him and looks out for him.

    “So,” Sophia says, drawing out the word. “I’m taking up hot yoga.”

    “You’re already hot,” Buck says.

    Eddie’s blood pressure is not up to this challenge.

    Or: Eddie's sister comes to town. Eddie takes everyone joking about Buck finally finding a way to marry into the Diaz family so normally. So deeply normally.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Eddie didn’t know what to expect when they got dispatched to the call, but it certainly wasn’t this.

    The man was bound, but the intricacy by which he was tied up was like nothing Eddie had seen before. It wasn’t just his wrists, but his arms were secured behind him, attaching him to the frame of the bed by something Eddie couldn’t quite see from where he stood.

    It wasn’t a rushed job, from the little that Eddie could tell was going on. This was precise work—secure and firm in its structures. Their victim was completely bound. Immobile.

    Something far back in his mind—shaped vaguely like a door, cracked open just enough to make Eddie suck in a breath and slam it back shut.

    or, when Eddie learns something new about himself, it forces him to begin untangling a web of desires he's kept hidden for a long time.

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  5. Rec 55

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    “Are you mad at me?”

    Eddie sighed heavily, and slowly. “No, I’m just – I don’t know. Did I make your coming out hard for you?”

    Buck frowned, sitting up on the bed. “What?”

    Eddie sighed again, turning on the bed to switch the light back up. They both closed their eyes for a second. “I’m asking you whether coming out to me was hard.”

    Buck fell silent. Yes, but also… no. Not in the way he assumed Eddie was asking. “I mean, it was hard for me, inside my head, but it wasn’t hard once I was already telling you. You made it pretty easy for me, said all the right things.”
    Eddie nodded.

    “Why?”

    It was maybe hours, although maybe just seconds, before Eddie answered.

    “Because you’re kinda making it hard for me.”

    OR: 9x13 meta fic. buck and eddie go back to a motel after the diner. they never get pushed off the road. (includes feelings realization + a lil kiss - or two).

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