Crawloutsidemyself
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After 34 days, Ryan has officially run out of cigarettes. Oh, and money.
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- Part 3 of IOUverse
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It turns out that never getting to be alone again for the rest of your lives has some pretty foreseeable consequences. Sometimes, you can get sick of someone even if you lo-care about them, a lot. Sometimes, you realise that you never want to not get sick of them, that you want to be so stuck to them that you get sick of them sometimes forever.
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- Part 2 of IOUverse
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After being on the road together for a month with no real destination or end in sight, Ryan and Naim are almost out of cash. They find themselves in another small town, buying a week stay in a run-down motel. Naim is stuck in his own head, but at least Ryan's stuck there too.
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- Part 1 of IOUverse
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With practiced hands, Caleb encircled Essek’s wrists in the delicate platinum chain, gold dust falling like confetti onto warm purple skin. A small gasp escaped the drow’s lips at the abrasive drag of facial hair against his back. Caleb’s delicate verbal components whispered between kisses to his lover’s arched spine. A soft tug upwards, and the chain snapped tight, wrists held aloft a few inches off Essek’s back. Another kiss between the shoulder blades as Essek whined into the couch cushions. “Du machst das so gut für mich, Perle.”
-- Finally got around to cooking the whole thing. Eat up.
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Playing House by Crawloutsidemyself for Whambampineapples
Fandoms: Young Royals (TV 2021)
23 Dec 2022
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When Rosh had begged Simon and Ayub to help her find furniture for her first apartment, Simon should have known it would lead to this // Simon and Wille getting lost in Ikea.
a Wilmon Secret Santa gift
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Naim and Ryan, out of money and with no long term plan, find themselves in a small town living out of a motel room. While they save up money, the two are forced to navigate the realities of running away, first loves, and staying alive.
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will it feel like this forever? (forever?) by thoroughfarelvr
Fandoms: Leviticus (Movie 2026)
27 Jun 2026
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"Yeah?" Naim echoed, aroused by this. "Would you have punched me?"
Ryan jerked back slightly, "What the fuck, Naim?"
"Would you?" Naim asked, gripping Ryan's arm. "Just — hit me. Slap me. If you were mad enough?"
Ryan licked his lips. Swallowed. "Dunno. Would you want me to?"
"Kinda," Naim confessed, kissing Ryan. He reached down to grope Ryan's hardening cock. "Is that weird?"
Sometimes, Naim needed fear. Controlled fear. Controlled discipline. It helped reel him out of the spiral of anxiety he got in. Ryan understood this. It was the most out-there comment he'd ever made, though.
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Roughly five months after their escape. They're still wounded. They still love each other.
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- Part 2 of post canon leviticus verse
Bookmarked by Crawloutsidemyself
27 Jun 2026
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Naim, princess, you’re stressing me the fuck out ❤️
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(hopelessly) waiting for your love by attfna
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 May 2026
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When Shane takes a hard hit on the ice, he wakes up three days later to find his reality has been shattered. But the truth is, it wasn’t reality at all. Just an elaborate set of false memories conjured by a brain injury. 'False memory syndrome' they call it. Shane calls it a nightmare he couldn't have imagined.
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Shane doesn’t have amnesia. Instead, he wakes up wanting his boyfriend only to realize his brain concocted a bunch of fake memories of a nine year situationship and Shane has no idea how to live in his actual reality that Ilya hasn’t been a part of. Luckily, Ilya is…curious.
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Bookmarked by Crawloutsidemyself
19 Jun 2026
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Essek has let his guard down during the wedding and, for once, dared to go without a disguise. It wouldn’t have changed anything, because they came for him, and they came prepared.
[Essek is going through some shit and has to trust his friends to get him saved, like a true Disney Prince]Bookmarked by Crawloutsidemyself
31 Dec 2025
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i put this heavy heart in you by Jothowrote
Fandoms: Critical Role: Exandria (Web Series)
21 Sep 2025
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Caleb dies, and Essek barely survives it. Caleb comes back, and Essek barely survives that, either.
Lifespan angst shadowgast with consecuted Caleb.
Bookmarked by Crawloutsidemyself
25 Sep 2025
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“We ventured too far, considering our unexpectedly low number.” Essek turns his face against the light, as if to let it cleanse some unwanted quality from his expression. Instead, he looks carved in bone, immortalized in frowning marble. “There were … traps. Perfectly clever ones. Still functioning.”
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Essek tries and fails and tries to save the man he loves.
Bookmarked by Crawloutsidemyself
17 Sep 2025
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Amazing showstopping never been done before. Incredibly written and just.. MWAH