Coweena



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    Robert Robertson has an interesting relationship with food, to say the least. The Z-team is not having any of that.

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    "You thrashed. You fought. You were indomitable."

    All this time searching for the truth, and now he cowers in the face of it. He wants to run. He's compromised, violated down to his core. It makes him want to plunge himself headfirst back into madness and forget all over again. It didn't start with what that necromancer had done to him, and it wouldn't end. It would only get worse from here, some part of him instinctively knows.

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    A more fleshed out take on Dark Urge's encounter with Kressa Bonedaughter and the fallout of it, as Astarion and Abdirak try to bring him back to reality.

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    An accident during sword training leads to a far more intimate occasion. Haurchefant/M!WoL.

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    Astarion has an idea. Halsin is happy to listen.

    Someone else is about to benefit from both.

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    Estinien has spent years struggling to find the key to being 'normal', continually failing to understand why everyone else places such emphasis on sex. His lack of desire for full intimacy doesn't mean he has no wish for touch or affection, but his inability to go farther has already cost him one relationship with a man he loved with all his heart. He has no reason to believe a second attempt will end any differently, but he doesn't want to spend his life alone.

    G'raha certainly can't empathize with Estinien's plight, but he does understand what it's like to be alone and untouched for far too long. If they can offer each other a solution for their mutual touch-starvation, he sees no reason not to indulge themselves. It doesn't take much of soaking in Estinien's affection before he has to admit that this is no longer a merely friendly exchange. He's willing to make sacrifices and compromises, if it means they can be together.

    The biggest obstacle they face might not be Estinien's refusal to engage in sex, but rather his refusal to believe in the possibility that they can last.

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