CosmicEssence
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In which Leon stumbles across a group of new knights tormenting Merlin, and the sight manages to jar free the buried memories of his time under the Lamia's sway.
He does something about it, and about the feelings he has for Merlin that he's spent far too long ignoring.
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20 Jun 2026
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That’s all Ash is. All he’s ever been. No one could possibly want him as anything more.
He knows it.
It’s what Eiji wants. It’s what Eiji wants. It’s what Eiji—
It’s all anyone ever wants from him.
Ash asks what he's good for—and why he's here.
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20 Jun 2026
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“The Lynx has arrived.”
Ash, saving him like always. At any cost. Ash, who’s had to ... Who was never rescued ...
And Eiji, tied up in a bed. Terrified.
Eiji is never fitful in his nightmares. He never cries out, or tosses and turns. Not like Ash. But somehow, Ash always knows anyway. Always saves him.
“Eiji, sweetheart, it’s okay. Please wake up.”
Ash finally learns what nearly happened to Eiji at Dino Golzine's mansion.
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20 Jun 2026
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I love you. I trust you. I'm here for you, forever. by chaos101
Fandoms: Banana Fish (Anime & Manga)
03 Dec 2020
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“All I do is kill people,” Ash said again. He laughed—a broken, humorless laugh. “I’m a prostitute and a murderer, through and through. That’s all I’m good for. Hurting people, and ...” He trailed off, then slowly lifted his head and looked directly into Eiji’s eyes. “And ...”
They hadn’t had sex yet.
When Ash wakes up from a nightmare and hurts Eiji, he wants to make it up to him the only way he knows how.
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20 Jun 2026
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Ash apologizes in his sleep.
He only does it when he’s touched, so Eiji doesn’t notice until they start sharing a bed, a few weeks after everything with Banana Fish is over and Dino Golzine is dead. Before that, Eiji would only approach a sleeping Ash with the intent of waking him up. But it’s after only a few nights of sleeping beside him that Eiji realizes.
Ash apologizes in his sleep.
Eiji doesn't know how to help.
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19 Jun 2026