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To Know The Truth by Sombrbird
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jun 2026
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“I know you’re like, quiet about being gay. But this isn’t some like self hating shit, right? I mean, if it is, I’m happy to talk about it.” Shane barks a laugh, louder than he means to which results in drawing the attention of a few other players around him. Shane doesn’t notice though, locked in on Barrett. He slides out from under the man’s arms and turns to face him.
“You want to talk to me about being a self-hating gay? You?” Shane’s voice isn’t quiet like it was when the two first started talking.
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- Part 3 of Shane Hollander Puts His Foot Down
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29 Jun 2026
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The Antidote to Loneliness by kmart1885
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Jun 2026
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After months of being ghosted by Ilya, Shane gets horrible news about his health. At the age of 23 he gets diagnosed with Stage 4 Hodgkin's Lymphoma. He is supported by his friends and family and yet he cannot stop thinking of his rival. But he and Ilya have never been more disconnected, so he resigns himself to fighting this without Ilya in his life.
Ilya knows he was an asshole last Spring. Shane has been ignoring him all summer. But he figures that once he's back in North America and the season starts, he'll be able to get back in Shane's good graces. And then Montreal announces that they have placed Shane Hollander on Long Term Injured Reserve and he panics.
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Canon Divergence after Episode 2.
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18 May 2026
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I Did It For Me by Charlie_Keagan
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 May 2026
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Zane Boodram makes a goal and cameras show his wife Cassie clapping and screaming for him. Later, towards the beginning of the second period, Ilya makes his own goal and Shane can’t help but think of the camera panning over to show him cheering for Ilya in the stands.
He could picture it so clearly. Sitting with the other partners, cheering for their boys, Shane wearing a Centaurs jersey with ROZANOV 81 plastered across his back. He thinks about how happy he’s felt these past few months, and it mingles with need for his vision to be reality, and just like that the thought is finally pulled front and center in his mind with no way to ignore it.
Almost as soon as he thinks it, his decision is made and he starts forming his plan.
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or: Shane decides to retire from the MLHBookmarked by Cmft
16 Mar 2026
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This thing that they have—whatever the hell it is—it’s good. It’s easy. It feels like the only thing keeping Ilya afloat sometimes.
He can’t let it get to a place where it’s more than just a good, convenient fuck and some fun teasing in between. Even if sometimes, in brief moments of tenderness, it already feels like it’s more than that. Or at least like it’s something that can be, if they just let it.
But they don’t. They can’t.
Although sometimes, Ilya does find himself giving in to the urge to look at Shane just a little bit longer, to let his touch be just a little bit gentler, more reverent, than what it would be for something as casual as they claim this to be—albeit sparingly.
Sometimes, just for a moment, he lets himself indulge. He lets some of that affection bleed out of him because he feels like he’ll implode if he doesn’t.
But he always catches himself before it can linger.
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where six months of ghosting is shane’s final straw and he cuts contact with ilya after vegas, tired of the wall that just keeps getting higher each time he tries to chip away at it
so ilya is forced to reckon with his feelings much sooner
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17 Feb 2026
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Shane had mixed opinions on those types of college students. They were loud, reeked of booze and cigarettes, and were constantly red in the face from smoking, drinking, or screaming. However… they were also kind of hot. Like, super hot.
If fraternity boys constantly lacked in their brains, they definitely made it up with their brawns.
Tight traps, bulging biceps, their constant urge to flex whatever part of their body whenever they could… it’d be hard for anyone not to look.
They were eye-candy for Shane– it wasn’t like he’d ever actively seek out a relationship (romantic or sexual) with one of them. They were not his type anyway, personality-wise.
Or so that’s what he thought.
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Frat president Ilya takes a liking to college hockey player Shane Hollander.
You have big eyes, cute face, many freckles. I like. Join my frat.
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No set schedule for updates!! Please do not come into my comments asking me when the next update is and stuff because I don't know either!!!
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06 Feb 2026