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    Throughout the seventies, John writes letters to Paul to let out all of the things that he can never actually say. He never intends to send them, of course. In retrospect, maybe he shouldn’t have addressed them and put the stamps on, although in his defense, how was he supposed to know that Sean would go through his drawers and decide to put them in the mailbox?

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    18 May 2026

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    Fill for this fic-a-thon prompt:

    Someone in John’s staff sells his diaries to the press in the 70s. They’re printed in the papers. They contain his feelings about Paul. They are him pining over Paul. Paul reads them.

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    17 May 2026

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    CLAWING AT THE WALLS

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    Dev wasn't supposed to feel anything when Hazel and Jasmine gave him a makeover just for fun. Dev was a boy, that's like... a fact of reality. Duh. But days later, coming back from school, he couldn't stop himself before what he said.

    "It's normal to wish you were born a girl... right?"

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    09 Apr 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 41

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    "What Dev was doing wasn't wrong... sort of.

    He knew that "accidentally" hurting himself by touching the stove burner, "accidentally" running into a wall, "accidentally" tripping down the stairs at school and generally hurting himself wasn't something a good kid would do.

    But he wasn't lying to Peri, not really. He didn't want to lie to Peri about being hurt. That would be wrong. But if he was actually hurt, well, that was different. He wasn't lying to get attention. He was sacrificing something too. It was only fair, right?"

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    Dev resorts to self harm because he doesn't know how to communicate his need for affection

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    09 Apr 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 32

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    Billy crashes his car while on the run from the police. He risks hitchhiking, knowing he will kill the person who picks him up and steal their car. He finds one person willing to pick him up, but there's more to this guy than what meets the eye.
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    Mildly inspired by The Hitcher (1986)
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    Written for Day 6 (Horror Movie and/or Scream'd) of Tumblr user kikiteaa's Stuilly Week.

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    02 Dec 2025

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    HOOOOLY PEAK!!!!! IF ONLY THIS WASNT A ONE SHOT I'M BE HAVING THE TIME OF MY LIIIIIFEEEE