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To only ever know the cold by IbecomewhatIbelieve
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Apr 2026
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Svetlana knows about Jane. It's frankly insulting for Ilyusha to think otherwise.
She just never expected to have to call him for help. During the Olympics. In Russia. In the dead of night.
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Or, it's Sochi 2014 and Russia has lost to Latvia. Grigori Rozanov, not yet compromised by illness, punishes his son for shaming the family. When Svetlana finds an injured and emotionally fragile Ilya, she knows she needs somewhere safe for him to recover. And there's only one person in Russia who Sveta trusts with her Ilyusha: Canada's Golden Boy, Shane Hollander.Series
- Part 1 of To know the sun
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01 Apr 2026
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Maybe We by SuspiciousCharacter1895
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Feb 2026
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You can - ” Hollander said quietly, then cleared his throat and started again, “You can hold my head harder.”
“Hold your head?”
“Yeah.” Hollander was blushing. Perfect Shane Hollander was on his knees, naked, mouth inches from Ilya’s dick, blushing, and asking Ilya to…
“You want me to fuck your mouth?”
Hollander blushed harder but nodded. “And you can pull my hair. If you want.”
Ilya swore in Russian. He may not have won tonight but Hollander could keep every award there was if this was the consolation prize.
_________After the Rookie of the Year award goes to Hollander in 2011, Ilya is brooding on the rooftop, and Shane finds him. Maybe he doesn't want to kiss Ilya in public, but there's always his hotel room.
A re-imagining of that night in Vegas.
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04 Apr 2026
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"Ilya had loved him through his worst moments. Ilya had helped him find a therapist when he’d collapsed on the floor of their hotel bathroom after losing a particularly brutal game, scratching at his chest. Ilya had held him, even when Shane yelled at him because there was panic crawling under his skin and he felt as though it might claw its way out. Ilya had told him it was okay; that it didn’t make him a bad player to resent the spotlight sometimes, that it didn’t make him a bad teammate to hate the team when they were too loud and too drunk and too physical, that it didn’t make him a bad person to need space to breathe. Ilya saved him.
And look what you give him in return. You’re a shitty husband, Shane Hollander.
You don’t deserve his last name."
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content warnings: discussion of mental health, depiction of a panic attack, depiction of invasive medical procedure, depiction of violence (generally non-graphic), use of hate speech, depiction of a hate crime
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08 Feb 2026
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Nearly losing him made Derek Hale promise that he would never again stay silent about the way he felt about Stiles Stilinski.
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- Part 37 of 15 Minutes
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17 Apr 2025
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18 Jul 2019